FORGOTTEN || JIKOOK ✅

18.

JIMIN POV

I was nervous the second I
woke up.

Once I'd been to see the doctor today I would have my answer, and that answer would tell me whether or not I needed to go
to the trouble of talking to Jungkook again.

If I was pregnant, he deserved
to know.

If he wasn't...I guess I just had to let him go.

I'd survived for such a long
time without him, I shouldn't
put him on such a pedestal.

Once I'd gotten Ari off to school, I climbed in my car and drove
to the Doctor's surgery on the outskirts of town, my heart beating hard in my chest.

I sat in the waiting room thinking about how much nicer it would have been if I could have had Jungkook here with me.

I think he would have liked to have been here, that much I knew.

Maybe if I was definitely pregnant and he knew about it, he would want to come to scans and things. That would be nice.

That would be a really great thing to be able to share
with him.

My Doctor stepped out of her office and called me in.

She had been my doctor for as long as I had lived in hybe and I always thought she was brilliant.

Doctor Nadi had always been really nice to me.

She had a welcoming, motherly face and a sunny disposition which is exactly what you
needed when you were twenty four years old, alone, pregnant and scared as hell.

"How are you and Ari
doing?" She said, with a smile, sitting me down opposite her
in the office.

"I'm alright." I said.

"Ari is doing well at school, I..."

I didn't know how much to
share with her at this stage.

"I recently reconnected with
her father actually."

"You tracked him down?"

I didn't really want to go into
the details.

"It was sort of a strange thing, we tracked each other down
by accident."

"It was all pretty much by chance, which was sort of cool."

"A little bit of fate."

"You don't believe in fate, do
you Mr. Park?" she said with a smirk.

"I think I do." I said.

"It all seems too unlikely otherwise."

"And this is his baby, I
assume?" she said with that same smile.

"I think so." I said.

She gave me a strange glance.

"Oh no, not like that." I said backtracking quickly.

"Jungkook is the only one of slept with, I just meant that if I'm pregnant, then it's his baby."

"Wow, I obviously need to
watch my tongue."

She laughed which made me
feel a little easier.

She ran a few tests, every moment that passed by
between her leaving the
room and coming back
making me panic all the more.

There were so many things
that I needed to consider.

Telling Jungkook for one,
finding Ari's old baby clothes
for another, I think I'd put
them up in the attic.