Beauty and rage

chapter 8 ~ vanilla

I woke up, not in my room, not in my bed and not alone I look at person lying next to me

I didn't even have to look at his face I knew who is was by vanilla scent

Silas

You can't feel his vanilla sent with amount of cigarettes he smokes but it's the same scent I smell in Paris

He's back is exposed, he's not wearing any clothe on top

I looked inside of sheets and view my naked body

I think we all know what happened.

I sigh and started to quietly get dressed and get the hell out of here, I look at me phone and see its seven thirty in the morning

After I got dressed I walk away and sat in the first taxi that I saw and could stop

When I got home, thank god no one was there, I went to my room and even though I was wiped clean I took shower, long shower

To think

Did we used protection?

Oh right it doesn't matters

After long and extremely hot shower I change into clothe, I have shit to do

Tomorrow is my first day of collage and I won't be staying at dorms nor at this house I been thinking about moving out a while but my mother, she's been asking me not to but now I have to, collage is way too far from here

I changed in high wasted jeans with black belt, black turtle neck shirt and coat

It's an hour drive without traffic so as I said its far away that's why im going to see an apartment that I will be purchasing near the collage

I park my car and see nervous Emma talking to some people, I walk to her

"is everything okay" I ask Emma; Emma is woman im purchasing this apartment from

"oh Mr. Silvia" she looks at me and hint of fear crosses her eyes but she tries not to show

"I was taking to Interior designers and apartment isn't finished yet" she said nervously

I sigh, I think I have headache

Don't know from what though, from this information or from what happened yesterday

" When exactly will it be ready " I question

"in two weeks" she replays

"I want to see what is looks like" I state and she guides the way

It's not like I can't wait another two weeks, I just don't want to

"here it is" I walk in and it looks good, that's what I thought till I entered next room the walls aren't painted

I walk in to the kitchen and see its one, it's all black with wood cabinet with yellow golden lid lights, next I entered bedroom and its ready so is bathroom,

All necessary rooms are prepared for me to stay, only two of them isn't ready but it's okay it won't bother me.

"I will take it the way it is"

"but it's not ready" Emma says

"it's okay"

"oh amm than I can reduce the price" she suggests

"no need"

"oh okay than here's the keys" she hands me the keys and gives me her number in case I change my mind and need someone to get those rooms ready

After she left I took a seat on my new bed and unwittingly started to remember last night's actions

I shake my head and to prevent those memories to be in my head, so I decide to transfer my clothe and other stuff here

But first I think I need to get my nails done, not only are they pretty but also very helpful when im choking someone while fighting, just poke your nails and second thing you know blood is pouring

 from his neck

After my nails were done, I went home to grab my things

"Silvia is that you" I hear my mom say as she's coming upstairs to my room

"its me"

"what are you doing" she asks being at my door

"im moving mom"

"you are WHAT"

"why so surprised, I told you that even before I went to Paris"

"I don't remember that" she shakes her head

I know what's she doing, she wants me to stay, she used to always throw tantrums but its wont work this time

"mom, there is no need for your outburst, we both knew this day would come and there is nothing you can do to stop this" I say calmly, she storms out of my room to somewhere

And I continue to pack my things, when I was almost doneb i heard a knock on my door

Its Antonio

I can guess who it is by their foot steps

"come in" I shout and he opens the door

"hi, how are you" he asks

"I know why you're here, my mom send you" I state

"you guessed it right and I also know that I have no impact towards you" good thing he knows

"but yet you're still here"

"just an offer if you need any help with your stuff me or the boys can help" he offers

"thank you for the offer but no, I can do it by myself"

I packed everything, well almost everything I need and started to drive myself t my new home, my mom refused to say goodbye to me, I did waive bye to Antonio and twins and left

Whatever, she will calm down like she always does.