Silas's P.O.V
I look at her, I bet my eyes are about to pop out,
The things I would do for her
The things I would do to make her mine
I would make the world my enemy,. just for her
"Why are you looking at me like that"
"Because it's you" I say
"How do know you aren't thinking about something bad"
"You just need to trust me"
"How do you know you can trust me"
"I love you, Silvia" I confess like it was a secret
"And I believe you have feelings for me but they are somewhere back deep bottom of your heart"
"What if it was just an adventure for me" I'm not sure what she wants me to say
"My only wish is to belong to you, I love you, I'm obsessed with you and will be till hell freezes, I finally found you and I worship you So if you get tired of me I would gladly die only from your hands" she's so beautiful
"You are a fool" she rolls her eyes
"Isn't every man who falls in love" I ask and she bites her lip
"What do you think about Ella, will you tell her about others" I changed the subject
She thinks, then looks at me and shakes her head
"Even though vincenzo is gone she will always have enemies if they know who's sister she is" she said and I nod agreeing
We are currently in France, about to visit Gabriella
I open the door for Silvia and suddenly hear Ella's voice of joy
"Silviaaaaa" she screams and hugs her, she then comes towards me and hugs me
"Hi little one" I hug her back
Silvia's P.O.V
After they pull form a hug I go and prapare fruit salad for Ella
Few minutes later Ella comes in and sits in front of me
"Sis" she said, but I know she wants to ask me something, she calls me sis whenever she does
"Yeah"
"Will you leave me behind when you have baby with uncle Silas" she asks as she looks straight into my eyes
"Who said I'm having baby with him" I ask her and laugh a little
"You been spending lots of time together, isn't that means you guys are basically married" she narrows her eyebrows
"Gabriella, you are irreplaceable" Silas appears out of no where and said
"Don't you wanna have a baby one day" Ella asks
"Ella that's enough, eat your fruit" I hand her bowl and she walks away
I sign "do you not" Silas ask
"What do you mean" I don't understand
"Do you not want a kid" he ask, why is he even asking that
"No" he nods and then walks away without saying anything
I spent all day with Ella, finally when I put her in the bed, I walked to my room, I mean our, Silas also sleeps with me
But suddenly I hear two voices talk, it's Silas and his mother
"Honey, I want to see my grandchildren before I die" she says
"Mom, stop saying that"
"Honey, you always wanted to be a father, you literally were talking about how you would find her and hand kids only with her" violet exsplains
"Yeah I know, I remember" he sighs
"What changed" she ask him
"Just drop it okay" he said and then walks away
I go to shower, I stand there feeling... Not sure what but I don't like it, it like being disappointed in myself
It's not like I'm mad that I don't want kids
I don't hate them
But I have Ella to raize
An hour later I went to bed and Silas was already laying there
He's back was turned
I lay there and ask "are you sleeping" I ask but he doesn't say anything, I know he isn't asleep
Is he mad?
"Are you mad at me" I ask
"No" he turns around and tells me "it's just my mother" he wraps his arms around my waist and lays his head on my stomach
"I'm sorry" he adds
"I overheard your conversation with your mother" i say
"Sorry you get to her that" he apologized
"Silas, it's not that I don't want kids, I just can't give it you"
"Can't" he questions
"Something happened when I was younger, so now" I sigh
I was raped when I was six, I used to bleed like crazy, no one cared but it caused infertility problems
"I'm sorry" he kisses my stomach
"I do have Ella but..."
"Ella is copy of you, someone who I wish our child would look like, she's perfect, she's related to you, that all I need to know" it's stupid to say but that makes me kinda smile like fool but Silas didn't notice.
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