"is he your boyfriend" Ella asks
"How do you even know what that is" I ask her but she doesn't answer
"Why would you think that" I ask
"You're always together and even today you two made breakfast together" well we did, and online because I did knew how to turn on the stove
"Yeah but we are not" I tell her and she kinda looks disappointed?
I hear footsteps "is everything okay" Silas asks
"Yup" I say and Ella nods "what's in your hands" Ella asks
He's holding four bags of some kind of shop
"Oh right I brought something for Gabriella" he said
"What" I question
"The other day she said she liked a dress that was wearing one of her dolls" oh
"Why didn't you tell me Ella" I ask and she shruggles
"Why four bags" I ask
"She didn't told me which color so I brought few of them" he answers and Ella eyes are about to pop from excitement
"Can I wear them" she ask
"Of course" he puts the bags in front of her
Few minutes later we unpacked all of the dresses
There's 15 of them in different colors, some of them have flowers on them
I walk to Silas room and knock, he opens the door and he's all wet and naked only having towel wrapped around his waist and down
"I was just wondering where the files where a about the plan but-" I was gonna say I would come late
"They are in my car" he answers and than hands me his car keys " the should be on passenger seat" he says and I nod
Wet abs
Wet hair
Wet chest
I smile to myself and realization hits me when I realized what I'm doing and I stopped
I got to his car open it and see files but I also see another exactly the same bag that he got for Ella
Should I look what is in there
It it none of my business
Whatever I shake my head, close the front passenger seat and open back one
I checked what's inside and see similar dress to what Ella got, the red one, dark red
Maybe it's for his... I don't know, girlfriend or, hold on does he have a girlfriend
I put everything down they way it was, get out of the car and sit in the couch reading the files while Ella was playing
Few hours later I see Silas, how should i ask him if he has a girlfriend, what if I have been sleeping with a man who's already been taken
"Are you okay" he asks
"Yeah, just thinking"
"Can I ask about what" he questions
"About past relationships" I lie
"Oh"
"What" I ask he sounds surprised or disappointed? Something in between
"So you had many" he asks
"Like you haven't" I raise my eyebrows
"Nver hd a girlnd" he says something after he sighs
"What"
"I never" signed again
"Get closer and say it normally" I demand
He obays and gets close, he takes a seat next to me on the couch
"Speak" I tell him
"I never had a girlfriend" he repeats himself
"There's no way" I say and he looks at me inoccently
"Wait so was I your- your first in"
"Bed? No" he guessed and answered
"Oh" why do I feel little disappointed, it's not like he was my first or something, unfortunately I never got to be a virgin
"Not that I even had girlfriend or like other got and... You know 'order' woman, I was kind of forced"
"Forced?" I question
"I was sixteen and one for my uncle's told me that I would never be a Mafia leader or a man till I lose it so one day not sure what they put inside my food or drink, I just woke up with a naked woman next day and was greet home next day by my uncle's with smiles" he tells me
"Why wouldn't you want to you know... Do it by yourself, were you never" horny?
He smiles "what" I ask
"It's sounds dumb" he says
"No tell me" smile curl's on my lip
"I was waiting for someone special"
"I mean it's fine" I don't know, I never thought about that way
"I didn't wanted to do it with a anyone but that one person, no one seemed attractive to me"
"What a lover boy you are, huh" I chuckled "who is it" I ask
"You"
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