Beauty and rage

chapter 9~he obeys

My phone has been calling nonstop past ten minutes, it's not one of the girls, not my mother ethers , I know who it is and i'm not answering it on purpose as you could have guessed, still don't get it why I slept with him

you were horny that's why

it doesn't matters, boys what only one thing and when they get it they stop bothering you

Whatever, I ignore it and continued to get ready for college

It's not studding is that I that I hate it's just... people

I put on a high waisted grey baggy pants with black tight shirt, long black coat on top of course

It was chilly today so I walked my way to univ, I love cold it makes me feel alive

I walked in my first class sat down and few minutes later she came

I sigh, it's gonna be long day

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"doctors said bleeding internal and that's why it was that color but that's where blood soused to be" Rory is telling me everything that happened to her during the summer

"bye Silvia" she finally left

And I got out of the building where I see him

"what the hell are you doing here" I say to him

"I been calling all day"

"I was busy"

"with what"

"watching my phone ring till it stopped" Silas chuckled

I roll my eyes and walk away but he started to follow me behind

"last time I saw you rolling our eyes was from pleasure, you remember right? when I was inside of you"

Memories of it haunts me, I remember it very clearly, every move, every sound, every position

"I have had better" I lie

"I think we both know the truth"

"it doesn't matter because it was our first and last time" I state

"and why is that" he questions

"I hate smell of cigarettes" its true

"hmm" left is mouth

"now if you excuse me I have better things to do" I say and go inside of my apartment

You might think its stupid of me to let him know where I live but it doesn't matter if he wants to know it, he will, with me showing it or without

I go inside of my room leaving Silas outside as I slammed the door in front of his face, got change into low waisted grey sweatpants and black tight shirt with long sleeves, I need to buy paint for walls

I have never painted walls myself so I kinda want to challenge myself and do it, I don't know what color I want but there will be lost of options and I will choose there

I walk out and

He's still there, I ignore him and walk, he started to follow me like lost puppy

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Somehow we now are shopping for paint

"stop touching" I glare at Silas; he looks down like five-year-old who was caught stealing candy

Sometimes I wonder if he really is head of the French mafia

I look at the paint colors,

sage green,