Beauty and rage

chapter 41~wanna be yours

"stop doing that I'm not gonna kill you" I tell twins after they were glaring at me time to time

They look down and say nothing

"It's so nice to finally meet you" mom says to Silas

Mom insisted on meeting up with person who 'changed me so much, whatever that means.

And Silas got super happy when I told him, if he wanted to meet my mother

I mean, I meet his mother so...

"Thank you for having me" he smiles, that stupid smile

He was nervous coming here, he was asking me what should he wear, not sure why is that so important though.

Since we're in London, he's been living with me, past few weeks, we been in same house, room and bed.

But still haven't gotten tired of it, I look at him waiting for me to feel annoyed like I usually do with others but it never happens

Why

I feel like peace that I never thought would come is next to me, I feel calm when I'm with him.

After dinner with mom, me and Silas decided to walk around, show him our garden, well mom decided but she didn't join us

"Amm, Silvia" he says shyly

"What" I ask

"One of your brothers asked me if we were lovers and I just kind of laughed it off, so I wanted to ask"

"Ask what are we" I question and he nods

"Friends" I say and I feel his eyes widened

"Do you not want to be my girlfriend" he asks

"You never asked" I look at him

"Will you be my girlfriend" he says softly

"No" I state and continued to walk

"What? Why"

I shrugge "no forget I said that, I'll do better next time" he shouts and than we walk back home.

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It's been few weeks since the dinner with my parents, now we're in France, visiting ella

She goes and hugs Silas after she does the same with me

"I made you a present" Ella said

"You did" I question and she nods running to take it

Few seconds later she comes back with a paper, It was a drawing of me and her with balloons and colorful stuff, don't really know what that is

"That is so beautiful" I say hugging her

"Happy birthday" she smiles

"I'm off to work" silas says and walks off

I started with Ella the whole day when suddenly I heard phone ring

It was a text from Silas

Silas: dress is in my room, I'll pick you up at 9, I know you don't like surprises but please don't kill me

I'm confused, I go to his room and found a black dress, I put it on and put my long straight hair in a ponytail,

Red lipstick and mascara, simple but sexy

At nine Silas was waiting for me but I didn't go there, I was late for few minutes I always do that with men I specially look at their reactions. Will they get angry will they have any emotions etc.

I go to him and his eyes widened

"I was late" I say as he opened the door for me

"I will always wait for you"

"I wonder how long will that last"

"I waited for ten years, quadrillion that time and maybe I'll rethink it"

We drive and went to a restaurant

"There aren't much people today" I say

"I know, It was my request"

"Happy birthday, mi amor"

I smile, he didn't forgot

We ate, drank wine and when it came to the end, he looks deep into my eyes as if he wants to ask me something

"What" I say quietly

"Can I be your boyfriend" he ask and I raise my eyebrow

"Please, I want to be your boyfriend, I wanna be yours" he begs

I chuckle and say "you are mine silly"

After that we want to a hotel that was actually next to the restaurant

We kiss till we got to the bedroom, I don't remember taking my close off but here we are

He starts to kiss me from chest to knees

I kinda wanna make him angry

"You know" I begin to say and he looks at me "I did say you were mine but never said I was yours" I smirk

"Oh yeah" He bends me over and places me on his knees, ripes off my underwear and says

"Count, if you miss one we're starting over" he starts to spank me and I started to count

His slaps are so pleasantly painful that I don't want him to stop

"Look at you, so wet for me"

He throws me on the bed and kisses me so deeply as if our tongues have become one

He sucks my nipples and then goes down on me, he eats me out like he hasn't eaten for years, he sucks and bites me

And  finally when he puts his cock in me yet I still feel like he grows each time we fuck

He thrusts inside me harder and harder each time,

He bitese more than he usually does, that's not a bad thing

He goes so fast inside me that it hurts but in a good way.

We finish and look at the time "don't look at the time" he says "night is still young and we have long way to go" with those words I knew He wasn't backing off but that's a good thing cuz nether was I.