Beauty and rage

chapter 46~ kill him

"what about color" Silas asks

"I really don't care, which one do you like"

"It's your wedding"

"It's yours too"

"Okay make it In dark red and black" I say

I know black isn't really a color for wedding but who cares it's me and Silas will do as I desire

"Yes ma'am" he says and goes

After I told him that I will do whatever he wanted, he he told me not to worry about anything and just sit and relax so he started to plan everything about wedding and just is asking about colors and themes nothing much

People say weddings are stressing but I don't know I feel fine, can't say same about Silas tho.

Few past few days I had sudden urge to meet with Scarlett Lila and sage

So we decided to meet in a small cafe

"Is everything okay" Scarlett asks

"of course, why shouldn't it be"

"Donno you just called sosuddenly and I thought something happened we usually don't meet up like this but I'm glad we did" she smiles

I noticed Lily was in a really good mood so I decided to ask what happened

"Remember my grandma she was having hard time adjusting with medicine and needed a sudden operation I didn't have money saved up for it I mean I did but it wasn't enough but yesterday someone called and told me that the full amount of money was paid"

"That's good" I nod

"Thank you Silvia, I don't know how to repay you" she thanks

Few months before when I was not feeling well and was tortured, some guysv came to Lily and she acted like she didn't know me she defended me and didn't told them where I was even though she had someone to lose so spending my money on something like that is not that big of a deal I'm very thankful for her not selling my location

"Actually there is something I need to tell you girls"

"Oh my god I know it" Scarlett said

"Is everything okay" sage asks

"I'm getting married" I state

"Arranged marriage" Lili asks

"Can't you kill him"

"We can help" they offer and I smile

"Did you just smile" they look at me confused

"Oh" Lili said as if she realized something

We all look at her, waiting for her stay something

"It's love isn't it" she asks and everyone made confusing or disgusting look on their face

"Nahh"

"Her" they ask as they shake their heads in denial

"I never said I love him" I state

past year and even more actually now that I think about it, I have never said that I love him

Lily chuckles and I think she knows the truth, the truth that even I don't admit to myself.

"Then why did you agreed to marry him" sage asks

"He looked at me the way every woman wants to be looked at"

"Oww" Lili said

"with fear I'm his eyes" I add

"I don't" Lili wispered

"Owwww" other two said

We were talking, shocking I know

I would have never imagined myself having friends or anything not that I consider them as friends but they never betrayed me they're never sold me or my location so I think I have little trust in them.