The first thing I saw was sandy blonde hair, his head was on my bed as I was laying there
His grip on my hand was very strong, as if I would die of he let my hand go
I brush his hair with my other hand and he suddenly flinches
"S- Silvia" he questions
"What? thought I wouldn't wake up" I joke
"Please don't say that" he kissed my hand and then let's it go when doctor comes in
Why is my bed wet, I look at it and see a wet spot
"Why is my bed sheets wet here" I ask pointing a finger on a small circle of wetness
Silas bends down and wispers "I'm sorry, those are tears" I laugh a little but when I look at his serious expression I realized he really did cry for me
Doctor did some tests, asked me questions and now we're alone
"How do you feel"
"I'm the one who should be asking you that" Silas states
"I'm fine and sorry I wasn't there when you woke up" I kinda wanted to be there, donno why
"You have nothing to apologized for buy I do" he sighs
About what? I think to myself
"I do wanted to tell you about, us"
Oh
"At least you keept your promise" I give him a small smile
"I sure did" he said proudly
"And found me in the future"
He smiles
"What are you smiling about" I ask
"I really did it"
After a while he's next to me, lying in a bed as his arm is wrapped around my waist and his face is near my chest
He's fell asleep, the doctors told me that he hasn't been sleeping at all, and that he always had problems with falling asleep but it changed few months ago.
I look down at him not feeling discomfort in his touch, I look at him remembering reason why the things happened to me
I was fighting his enemy, and now that I look at myself in this state I ask myself would I do it again
I look back at him and play with his hair...
He tightens his arms around my waist like kids with their parent when they feel safe
Yes... For the first time in my lifetime I don't feel disgusted by a touch but I feels like he absorbed all the anxiety, stress, fear, worry, past, and thoughts
So yes, I will protect him from harm because within his arms are around me, I no longer feel isolated
He is and always will, belong to me.
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