Beauty and rage

chapter 30~ machine that kills

Dimitri is in my basement, he has been starving past 48 hours

Beaten by Neo

But there's something strange, I don't feel like torturing him, I look at him and feel nothing

"What's wrong darling" Dimitri says smiling while blood is pouring from him

"I know what's wrong" he chuckles

"You haven't realized have you, you whole life been spend getting stronger to find me but now that it has come to the end, you feel empty, honey you like the thrill and you know why" he laughs in satisfaction of god know what

"Because I have made it, I have make a sociopath, Silvia I have mad a machine that kills and it's you"

"for what" I couldn't hold it in And asked

He looks at me like I should know the answer "for fun of it of course"

"I saw something inside of you and you know what they say eggs must be broken to be useful"

I walk out stand there and think about

Drugs

I want them

His right

I like the thrill

I don't feel anything

Why

Why

Why

I walk out and see Alvaro

"Alvaro" I shout and he comes running to me

"Give me something" I state " something strong" I add

He hands me cocaine and runs off.

I walk back inside and look at it, if I take it will I be able to stop after

My eyes shift to phone

Silas

I take my phone and call him

"Silvia are you okay-"

"I want to take it" I say

"What are you talking about"

"Cocaine in front of me"

"Why what happened" he asks

"I got him,I have Dimitri but-"

"Listen amore, no matter what happens do not take it think about Ella, think about her how she needs you what will she think of you if you take it,"

Gabriella, my Ella, my love, my reason to live, breath, eat, she won't need me now that Dimitri will be gone

I hear door open and see Neo

"What are you doing here" I ask my voice being little rough

"Silas called me"

And he stayed here for two hours watching me while I was watching bag of cocaine

And than someone called that made me feel some kind of way that I can't describe

As soon as Silas walks in neo walks out

"Silvia come here" he kneels and in front of me and hugs me

I hug him back "it's okay" he says

"It makes me feel weak"

"Asking for help isn't being weak Silvia, you survive hell with few scratches, you won Silvia, it's end for your torture and begining for you happy ever after with you sister" and with those words I saw black.