Beauty and rage

chapter 49~ Mon amour

"I'm not repeating myself ella" I tell her

She quickly goes upstairs and changeas her outfit

She's now 13

"What's going on amor" my husband asks

"Ella decided to wear a skirt" I tell him

"It looks good on me" Ella shouts and then walks downstairs

"Honey everything looks good on you, its just winter and you will get sick, you don't wanna be sick on New years do you now" Silas also her

"No"

Silas is like father figure for Ella, she knows I'm her sister but she sometimes calls me mom by mistake, I'm okay with it though

"Okay, let's go now or Grey will kill us" we're going to my cousin Grey's house, today is his kids birthday

After we finally got into the car we drove and finally got there

We knock and Isabella opens the door

"Oh my god" she smiles

We go inside and Ella hugs her cousin, she just turned four

Her name is may, she has hazel eyes and wavy hair

"play with your sister okay" I tell Ella to play with may

Oh by the way Grey knows everything, I told him about my brothers and about Ella too.

Few years ago me and my husband went to my parents and told them that we decide to adopt, they didn't ask any questions why I don't want to give birth or anything

So when we introduce Ella to them they accepted her as their own

Everyone told us that she looked exactly like me but Silas told them that, that was the reason why we adopted her

No more questions were asked after that.

I look at Silas and Ella as their father daughter Bond grows and remembered

It's wasn't a love at first sight when I first met him,it was curiosity grew in my breast, and I knew it was only a matter of time before he would transfer this unfamiliar feeling at the time and made me questions myself have I ever been in love before

Because everything that once felt love, was it mother's, grandmothers or someone else's, it disappeared as soon as I locked my eyes on his.

My most intimate experience didn't happen the night we stripped naked. However, it was when he saw me in my worst state. similar to how he saw my least desirable features. Within each flaw and new scar,yet, despite everything, Silas still loved me more each time.

And even though his mind was filled with my beauty and rage was filling me in return, I love him so much that I would burn the whole world for him but wouldn't let the fire touch him.

I turn to Silas ans say "I love you Silas"

"I know Mon amour"

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The end?

Yeah that's the end, but this is not the ending that I original wanted, I may post it later on.

Thank you for giving this story a chance<3