*Harry POV*
"Morning guys," Niall says. "Hey,where's Zee and Liam?" Calum ask. "I guess Liam's mum or dad's bringing them because they said they didn't need a ride," Josh says.
"Ok your joking right? I mean you know why most likely he didn't need a ride?"I ask making Josh and Niall look at me confused.
"Ok please say you're thinking what I'm thinking?"I ask turning to Nick,Calum and Gavin making them all nod with a smile. "Ok guys think for second yesterday Liam's parents had a surprise for him and today he doesn't need a ride," I say.
"OH MY GOSH NIALL WE'RE IDIOTS!" Josh yells making Niall jump. "Ok, for starters try not to give me a heart attack. Second what the fook are you all talking about?" Niall ask making us all laugh. "I'm sorry baby b-but your gonna feel like such an idiot," Josh laughs.
"What's so funny?" Liam ask walking up hand and hand with Zayn. "Wait wait," I say. "Ok Liam the reason we're laughing is Niall couldn't figure out why you didn't need ride," I say making him and Zayn laugh.
"Ok I may be wrong ,this is just a guess but did your parents get you a car?" I ask. "What he didn't get a car I would've of seen it he lives practically across the street from me," Niall says. "Hey Ni we have a garage ya know?" Liam says making everyone laugh.
"Ok fook this is all your fault,"he says pointing at Josh walking up to him pushing him into the locker. "What? What did I do?" Josh ask. "You fooked my brains out," Niall says with a smile. "Do you regret it?" Josh ask wrapping his arms around his waist. "Not a bit," Niall says connecting their lips.
"Ok we gotta go to our lockers, and I'd rather not see them suck face,"Calum says making Josh flip him off not removing his mouth from Niall's. "Hey I gotta go get something out of my car I'll see you later,"Nick says pecking my lips.
"I gotta go to my locker baby," Zayn says kissing Liam's neck. "Well fook your not going that far your lockers right here," Josh says pulling away from Niall smiling at him.
"What're you talking about,"Zayn ask looking at Josh confused. "Let me ask you something how hard has this Louis situation been on you? I mean you all were pretty close," Josh says making us all confused.
"It hurts but I have what I want and need,"Zayn says wrapping his arms around Liam as he starts putting his combination in. Why can't I find someone I love like that. Well that's not the problem because I found him it's just he doesn't love me.
"Harry are you ok?" Josh ask snapping me from my thoughts. "Uh? Yeah I'm fine,"I lie. "Mate you look like your fixing to cry," Liam says turning to look at me. "I'm fine I promise," I lie.
"Umm Zayn evidently we share a locker now," Liam says looking in his locker. "If that's not ok we'll help you switch it back I just figured it was easier not to have a locker next to Louis," Josh says.
"No, it's fine," Zayn says I sorta feel all alone here I mean they talk to me but I almost feel like that they feel like they have too. It's like we'll never actually be friends.
"Thanks Liam for your help yesterday, it couldn't have been more perfect," Josh says hugging a blushing Niall. "Guys I gotta go," I tell them running down the hall to bathroom before breaking down in tears.
*Josh's POV*
"Guys I gotta go," Harry says running off. "What was that about?" I ask. "I don't know but I'm gonna go find out,"Niall says. "Yeah he was acting weird,"Zayn says.
"When we open the door to the bathroom I'm shocked and a little confused about the sight in front of me. Harry's sitting on the bathroom floor bawling his eyes out.
"Harry what happened?" Liam ask. "I'm sorry it's just me being a baby it's nothing,"he says trying to smile. "Bull shit, now tell us what's going on," Zayn says. "You all are gonna think I'm pathetic," he says wiping his eyes. "No we won't," I assure him. "Ok, this whole Louis thing is driving me insane,"he says.
"I don't mean it the way this sounds but I thought we already knew that?" Zayn ask earning a slap from Liam making me laugh. "Zayn when I lost Louis I didn't just loose the hope that he might like me back but I also lost my best friend. The next part please don't take the wrong way," Harry says making us nod.
"I know you all say your my friend but a part of me can't help but think your only my friend because I'm gay or you feel bad for how you acted at first. I mean you all have your own little bubble," He says crying into his knees.
"Harry what brought this on?" I ask. "Honestly you," he says making my eyes go wide. "W-what'd I do," I ask. "I guess I felt left out that you asked for Liam's help and yes I realize what a baby I sound like and how pathetic it is. I just I don't know how to deal with these emotions I don't know why I'm acting like this. I think it's just it hit a spot because when Louis needed help with something I was who he called and I listened no matter how bad it hurt me even though I knew I'd cry myself to sleep that night. I guess I just realized he's never gonna ask for my help again, and it's absolutely killing me. Then I'm living in the same fooking house as him so I have to hear him say mum I'm leaving for my date, or I have to see the fooking hickeys on his neck," he says.
"Ok Harry calm down," I say bending down in front of him. "I'll admit that when I needed help yesterday Liam was my first thought, but not because I didn't think you could help me or anything like that but because him and Niall are best friends and I've known Liam longer,"I tell him.
"And Harry yeah Josh and I were both dicks when we first met you but nobody's making us be your friend," Zayn says bending down wiping a tear from his face. "And Harry as far as being friends with you because your gay that's a load of shit. It's true that Niall and I we're sorta showing you the ropes, but nobody said we had to stick around and be your friend," Liam says.
"Harry can I be completely honest with you and you not get mad?" Niall ask him making him nod. "Honestly the only reason I'm still talking to Nick is because of you. I'm sorry I know it's not my place I just feel like you can do better,"Niall says.
"I'm just trying to forget about Louis. To be honest I don't see it going anywhere," he says surprising us all. "I gotta an idea that might help,we're supposed to come over tonight right?" Niall ask making him nod. "Well my mum and dad are out of town and won't be home till tomorrow afternoon if it'd give you a break we could stay at my house,"Niall says helping Harry up.
"Thanks, I'm sorry,"He says. "You don't have to be sorry but you do have to talk to us,"I tell him with a smile. "Deal, and yeah Niall coming to your house would be helpful. But when we tell everyone just say we thought it'd be more fun or something I really don't wanna hear Nick going on about Louis,"Harry says making us nod. "Well fook we practically missed first period so we'll talk to everyone at lunch,"Zayn says.
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