These last few days have been very hectic. Everyone has helped me pack my stuff into bags I can take on the plane.
Meanwhile my other things will have to come in the mail.
As I looked around in my empty room, memories flooded back. All the sleepovers, cuddles, dance parties, and laughs in this room.
I do a quick check around making sure I have everything I need.
I checked under the bed and there laid a stuffed animal. The stuffed animal I've had with me forever.
As I pull it out and examine it, my legs begin to shift down to the ground.
Tears begin to form in my eyes, but got away when mom comes in the room.
"Hola hun." she says with a sad expression.
"Hola mom." I reply
She makes her way over to me and sits down.
"I have to tell you something."
My heart begins to pick up it's pace. "What is it?"
"You know how I went to my appointment about a week ago?" she asks.
All I do is nod, knowing what she's about to tell me.
"Well...it turns out the cancer came back. But the survival rate is very slim." she says
I begin sobbing uncontrollably. Mom hugs me immediately, rubbing my back.
"I-I can't go to Spain. I can't leave you." I manage to get out.
"No baby. Go to Spain, don't hold back because of me." she replied, her voice starting to break.
"But wh-what if something happens and I'm not there?" I question.
"I'm gonna become sicker and sicker. You all shouldn't have too see that." she replies sniffing.
"I don't know.." I say softly.
Mom pulls me away from her and she places her hands on my forearms.
"Anna you have to go. This is a once in a lifetime experience! Promise you'll talk to me every week and visit at least once a month?" She says holding up her pinky.
I chuckle slightly and hold out my pinky, interlocking them with each other.
"te quiero mucho, diviértete" she says kissing my cheek.
(i love you so much, have fun)
We both stand up, mom helps me carry everything down the steps.
I stop at the mirror in the hallway, looking at my appearance, making sure I don't look like a hot mess.
Making my way down the steps, my family and friends stand at the bottom.
The boys begin to load up my car, each grabbing a bag.
Me, Mia and my mom make our way outside. Before shutting the door, I take a look at the house that changed everything for me.
First I said goodbye to mason. "Bye big sis! Tell the team I say hi!" he says, giving me a big hug.
Laughing, I reply, "Will do. I love you so so much. Take good care of yourself and mom, okay?"
When I said the last sentence, he hugged me even tighter.
Once we were finished, I went over to hug my dad.
"¡Diviértete mucho mi amor! ¡Disfruta de Barcelona, habrá que venir a visitarnos alguna vez!" he says.
(Have so much fun my love! Enjoy Barcelona, we will have to come visit some time!)
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This is Me Trying|| P.G
RomanceAnnalee Solace grew up in Spain. Her father is best friend's with Pedri's father. Even though Annalee is a few years younger than Pedri, they became very good friends. But with her father taking a job in France, she had to put her life in Spain behi...
