Hate.
A word used to describe someone or something you don't like.
Do I hate Gavi?
No, no I don't.
Am I upset with him?
Yes, yes I am.
The word hate and being upset are two different things.
When the fans saw the photo, I've gotten nothing but hate. Meanwhile Pablo is being comforted and love.
Fan girls are harsh.
I haven't been too work for about two weeks now.
Haven't taken my medication for 4.
Honestly I've done nothing.
Pedri and Mia have been coming to my apartment everyday checking on me.
Even the team dms me making sure I'm alright.
While I do appreciate it, I just wish me and Pablo could talk about what happened. Especially since we aren't on great terms I guess.
But, I do have to go back to work, which means I'll see Gavi.
I decided to take a shower. At least I'll feel clean.
Once I finished taking a shower, I put my hair up into a claw clip and just put on some leggings and a oversized hoodie.
I looked in the mirror before I left.
After he sees you, he won't regret it. I mean look at you for god sakes.
I take a deep breathe and grab all the things I need and make my way to work.
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When I arrived at training, I could hear the yelling and chanting from the pitch.
I opened the door and greeted the receptionist before going to my office.
Once I open the door, I saw a bouquet of flowers and some cards on my desk.
It was from Ansu, Pedri, Ferran, Frenkie, and Araujo and his daughter🥺
Honestly, that made my week. I went ahead and put my bag down and sat in my office chair.
I read through the cards and propped them up on the shelves behind me. Then I placed the flowers from Pedri and Mia near the window.
Mia walked in and sat down on the mini couch as I went through my emails.
"How you holding up love?" Mia asks.
Love
Such a hard word to hear right now
"I'm doing okay I guess. I'm nervous though." I reply.
"It'll be okay. Unfortunately I can't go out to the field with you. I'm swamped with some stuff. But the team is out there and Xavi. If anything happens they'll be there." She says.
I bit the inside of my cheek and I could feel my heart begin to pick up it's pace.
shit
shit
shit
"Okay Mi, I'll try my best. But I probably won't be out for long." I say.
"That's fine. We can eat lunch in one of our offices, okay?"
I nod.
"Take it easy. I love you and I'll see you later!" She says as she leaves my office.
Once I finished responding to some emails, I opened the drawer and grabbed the camera.
I put in a new card and turned it on. Once it turned on, I put it around my neck and began to head down.
Before I walked outside, I had to take a deep breathe.
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