"I hate my life a lot really often.I also hate myself because I'm an ugly,fucking fat ass.I want to cut but I'm to much of a pussy so I just scratch myself really really hard.I hate that I'm confused and scared of my sexuality.I'm confused because I don't know if I am bi or lesbian or pansexual,etc.I am scared because what if I am not straight? My dad will hate me.He does not like lgbt people.My cousin is a lesbian and my dad does not like her because of it.He will beat the crap out of me and I know it.My mom will still love me but,I don't know.I just want to die,I'm not lying.I have thought about if a few times,but me being the wuss I am I don't do it."
