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After my dad passed away all I want is to be with him. I have had the thoughts of dying just to be with him. It's been four years since he has passed away. I miss him more and more everyday. I didn't get to see him six months before he passed because of the stupid decisions he made, the sad thing is though is that I can't remember what he looked like it sounded like. I have blocked it all out I guess. "
