"I'm bi. I have a crush on two of my friends. (A boy and a girl.) My crush on the girl are fading, but it's getting stronger for the guy. He will never like me though, since he still had feelings for his ex. (Even though she has a boyfriend.) I am very insecure. My parents don't know that they are sort of the reason why. I'm depressed, but I don't cut. I feel like I'm way too fat to fit into anything. Sometimes I think my friends don't like me, that one day they'll just leave me. I've cried myself to sleep more than I can count. I sometimes feel like a failure. I've wanted to cry so much, but I can't anymore because no tears come out. I feel like one of these days I'm going to explode. I don't know what to do anymore. "