"So im kind of iffy right now. I'm trying to make myself happy but it's so hard. I recently just deactivated my twitter and that was the only way to talk to my best friend who is also the love of my life. I wanna reactivate but I kind of dont. I've been called an attention whore before and I don't want more people to call me because I'm really not. And of course im bisexual but my dad is homophobic and I feel like my mom might be okay with it but im so scared. I just feel like everyone is talking about me behind my back, saying bad stuff. The internet is the only place I have friends. The internet is my happy place but people are taking me away from it. I've been crying every night and im 80 days clean but I feel like that's going to be 0 soon. I'm just so alone in this world and I'm so scared."
