"Sometimes I feel down and they tell me to chase my dreams and keep going. I feel like I have to keep living up to the name I made for myself. I dont know how long I can last till I crack. I feel like I have to be perfect, strong, always happy. The real truth is, I made myself strong because I'm weak. I attempted suicide twice but couldnt do it because Im weak. I dont know how long I'll last, because I'm weak."
