"After 3/4 of a year being clean of self harm.. I unfortunately broke my streak tonight. I lost myself in a sort of haze. I wasn't myself to say the least. I was so happy with my progress of being clean. My goal was to get to me and my internet friends one year anniversary, I passed it surprisingly, and I was going to tell him and my other friends (who knew about my self harm) about my goal and how I surpassed it, I even already told some of my friends and family even. I can't do that now, what am I going to say? I don't want anyone to be upset.. What am I even going to do when or if they ask me about it?
