"I look at pictures of girls with anorexia(weird I know) but in my eyes they are perfection and that's what I want to look like. So starting tomorrow I'm going to be strict with my myself and only eating when I'm in front of family but minamizing my portions and calorie intake, I feel like everyone is going to try and stop me and someone will find out, what do I do. I'm sick of feeling fat but don't want to hurt anyone -.- x"
