"I don't want to be friends with my best friend anymore. She dated my ex after 1.5 days apart. He was my first boyfriend. This was like 3 months ago, they're still dating and it's breaking me because she acts like it wasn't important to me and I'm the one that should stop making a big deal on the subject. I would stop being friends with her if it wasn't for the fact that we fell out about a year ago and she hit me and bullied me, she told me that I would need a pillow made out of sponges to cry myself to sleep and she said she hoped that my grandma who had just been diagnosed with dementia forgot who I was. She's never stopped spreading rumours about me and it's leaving me praying for the day that I leave high school so I can pretend we drifted apart without getting beaten again. "
