"Most days I feel like screaming. And the worst part of it is that I don't even know what I want to scream about. All I know is the fact that things aren't sitting right. Nothing seems right and even when it is right I still see a wrong. I'm scared. I've been here before except this time it's different. I don't know why or how but it's like the fix was only temporary when I thought it'd be what I needed. I put too much faith in one solution and that made the fall even harder. I've been through some dark places but...nothing quite like this. My last resort, my best case scenario, my end-all-be-all on things that should make me happy has failed and I don't know what to do. What do you do when you run out of options and even "home" doesn't bring solace, when even the people you love can't make a difference."
