𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗴𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗼𝘂𝘀 𝗩𝗲𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 (ALLURING SERIES #4)

Chapter 40

Chapter 40

I cried so hard on his chest that I cannot breath properly. Iniyak ko lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko simula nung iwan niya ako. Yung sakit na hanggang ngayon ay ramdam ko pa. Yung sakit na pinapatay ako ng tuluyan.

When he left me, my freedom reach its end line. Hindi ko magawa lahat ng gusto ko dahil wala ng susuporta sa 'kin. Wala ng magtatanggol sa 'kin sa masasamang tao. Wala ng magpapasaya sa 'kin at wala ng magmamahal sa 'kin ng totoo.

"Shh... dito lang ako." he whispered that made my heart ache again.

Humagulgol ako. "U-Umalis ka na lang please... kung iiwan mo rin ako sa huli..."

His hug tighten around me. Na parang mawawala ako sakaniya kapag hindi niya hinigpitan ang yakap niya sa 'kin. When we were still together ganitong ganito ang yakap niya. I still remember it, I still remember how it feels. It feels like everything is coming back again and I'm scared that everything will turned out just like before.

He continued hugging and caressing my back hanggang sa tumigil ako sa pagiyak. I slowly opened my eyes at suminghot. His smell is comforting and it helps me to stop myself from crying because he's here... to protect me.

He held my cheek and made me look up to him. His other hand is rested on my waist. Bumaba ang tingin niya sa mukha ko. My cheeks were probably red dahil sa pagiyak. His eyes were also red dahil sa nagbabadyang luha. I can see it dahil sa lapit namin sa isa't isa.

"I-I can take care of myself..." I whispered para umuwi na siya dahil nahihiya parin ako hanggang ngayon.

He shook his head before he held my hand. Lumapit kami sa kama ko. He arranged the comforter and the pillows bago ako paupuin doon. I look up at him pero unti-unti iyong bumababa because he kneel on the floor just to level our face.

"Anong gusto mong kainin?" he ask calmly.

Humikbi ako ulit. Ganitong ganito ang naririnig ko sakaniya dati. And, hearing it right now feels surreal. He wipe my tears away and held my hand.

"Anong gusto mong kainin? Lulutuin ko."

I look at the window. "H-Hapon na. You should go home..."

"Hindi nga ako uuwi. Aalagaan kita."

"Bakit? Kasi naaawa ka lang sa 'kin? Is that it?"

He shook his head and raised his hand to put some strand of my hair behind my ear. "Gusto kita alagaan ulit, katulad ng dati."

"I can take care of myself. You should go home... baka hinahanap ka na nang girlfriend mo." I said when I remember Patricia.

He lick his lowerlip. "I don't have a girlfriend."

My eyes widened. "H-Huh?"

"And, I don't think you're taking care of yourself properly. Hindi ka kumakain ng masusustansyang pagkain. Puro fast food ang kinakain mo and it's not very healthy. You can't clean your room or even wash the dishes at ngayon gusto mong iwan kita rito? Sa tingin mo kaya kitang iwan? Ngayon na may sakit ka?"

"That's because I'm not feeling well these past few days-"

"How 'bout your mom? Bakit hindi ka niya inaalagaan? Pagkatapos mong sundin lahat ng gusto niya ay pinapabayaan ka na lang niya ng ganito?"