Hiding The Mafia Boss Son (COMPLETED)

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How can I explain this agony? How can I tell to people how badly hurt I Am? How I pretended to be happy all this year, but the truth is I'm too wounded for the world.

Too wounded, that I can't see healing and hope?

I'm seeking for healing but I'm still wounded. Is that normal?

Basta ang alam ko sobra ako nasasaktan. Hindi, sobra ako durog. And time can't heal those wounds, you will just learn to live on it. And because you will live on it, some days is about healing, and some days is about dying.

'Mag-aabogado 'yan? Naaalala mo ba ang STREET MURDER CASE noon? The killer is her mother," the other woman stated.

'Hindi ba siya nahihiya na maging abogado? She will stained her husband's name. Narinig ko successful na doctor daw ang asawa niya. Gosh, she will ruined her husband eventually. Nagawa nga niya sa pamilya niya, sa asawa pa kaya?" the other woman laughed evilly.

'Baka mag-aabogado dahil gusto linisin ang kriminal niyang nanay," my block mates whispered.

As I keep walking in the University corridor, I keep hearing a hurtful words for me and for my family.

In the f*cking 2 years of studying here as my pre-law, tiniis ko lahat ng sakit at panghuhusga.

I hate how the world keep ruining me. I hate how the world keep being cruel to me. I'm just a child who wants to pursue her dreams but end up being broken.

If only people know how their words can affect on someone's mental health. If only people can see my agony, will they come and save me?

"Ioanna, 'di ba mag-aabogado ka? Ibig sabihin ipagtatanggol mo ang krimenal?" one of my classmate asked.

I sat silently in my place. One my my boy classmate keep bugging me. Hindi ko na lang siya inintindi ay nagsulat ng ilang notes. Nakaka-inis siguro ay yung laging surprise recitation, quiz, and checking notes. Shit, hindi ba pwede isa isa lang? Mahina kalaban.

"Ioanna, birthday daw ni Unnie sama ka sa amin sa party?" Melai asked me. Lumapit siya sa akin para ipulupot ang braso niya sa akin. She is the sweetest girl I knew since I enter this University.

She is my only best friend. People tend to say below the belt words to her for being my best friend pero wala siya pakialam.

I smiled to her. "Sure!" I agreed without hesitation.

Bakas sa mukha niya ang saya. Our professor entered and the war started. The wat between my brain cells.

Shit, ilang oras pa lang pero feeling ko mamamatay na ako.

Nang matapos ang klase namin ay pinulupot ko ang braso ko kay Melai. Bakas ang pagkailang at irita sa mukha niya pero agad din napalitan ng saya. Maybe she have some problem?

"Sabay na tayo pumunta sa birthday ni Unniecayds!" pagyaya ko sa kanya.

"Oo, naman!" masigla niyang sabi.

Wala ako dalang regalo pero ang sabi naman ni Unniecayds ay kahit 'wag na mag-abala pa. Its just a simple party. Inoman lang daw.

"Abang na lang tayo ng taxi," I suggested.

Agad na kumot ang noon niya. "Why don't we ask your husband to fetch us? Mayaman naman ang asawa mo!" she insisted.

"He's in the hospital. Kailangan siya ngayon doon. Hindi niya hawak ang oras niya lalo na hindi natin alam kung kailan ang emergency. Kaya may grab na lang tayo!" I tried myself to be energetic to lift the atmosphere.