Is it worth it to trust again? To risk your heart? What if, sa sobrang takot mo madurog ulit hindi mo na magawang magtiwala pa?
Healing comes from forgiveness. But how can I heal if all the pain was shattering my soul?
Basta ang alam ko kapag kapag nadurog ka, maaring mag-iwan ito ng malaking mantsa sa pagkatao mo at unti-unti ka nito babaguhin. Those wounds will change you for worst or better, neither the two, your feelings are always validated. Dahil ikaw ang nasaktan, ikaw lang ang pwede humusga sa pagbabago mo. At dahil ikaw ang nagdusa sa akit, everyone is not allowed to invalidate that wounds.
"Ioanna, punta tayo cafeteria." pagyaya ni Khem sa akin.
She is one of my classmates who recently enrolled in our course. Masyado late na ang enrollment niya pero bigla siya nag ship mula sa engineering dahil baka daw makapatay siya wala sa oras doon.
"Busog pa ako," mailap kong sabi.
I keep reading my book about politics. Nakaka-inis ang pagiging bibo niya.
I can't deny how much trauma she brought to my shattered soul. Melai is my trusted friend, but she betrayed me. Akala ko noonh una sanay na ako, pero kapag andyan na pala yung sakit unti-unti ka ulit mamanhid sa sakit.
After what happened, I started to distance myself from people. Parang bigla ako natakot na buksan ulit ang sarili ko.
"Sige na, Ioanna!" Khem keep insisting. Umupo din siya sa harap ko para kumbinsihin ako.
I shook my head. Kinuha ko anh earphone ko sa bag at walang pag-aalinlangan na sinuot. Nakita ko siya nanahimik pero taimtim naman niya ako pinagmamasdan. She rested her face in her arm while staring at me.
Kulang na lang isipin ko na idol ako nito.
"Nakaka-ilang ka," I uttered.
She just smiled at me.
Nang pumasok ang professor namin ay agad namin inayos ang mga sarili namin.
Prof. Guadalupe known for being strict in his specialization.
"Lahat kayo dito mag-aabogado?" she raise her eyebrow while looking at us. Ang paraan ng tingin niya ay parang hinuhusgahan kami.
"Opo!" my classmates energetic replied.
"I hope you won't disappoint me. Kung gusto niyo mag-abogado dahil malaki ang sweldo, ngayon pa lang huminto na kayo at mag shift sa ibang kurso! We don't need a powerful lawyers, we need a righteous lawyers who will fight for truth!" ang malalamig niyang mga mata ay sumisigaw sa galit at hinanagpis.
"Before I enter this classroom, one of my colleague in law school died because of fighting for truth! He is lawyer who fought for justice. Pero putang'na, he died while fighting for it! Pero sapat na ba 'yun dahilan para huminto kayo at matakot? Kung gusto niyo parin mag abogado, manatili kayo dito pero kung nagdadalawang isip na kayo bukas ang pinto ko para sa inyo."
Halos tatlong lalaki ang lumabas ng pinto. Bakas sa itsura nila ang takot at pangamba sa kanilanh buhay.
We can't judge them. Our chosen profession is something dangerous. But the beauty if justice doesn't scare me.
I was born to serve the justice regardless of who is the suspect.
"Keighn Roccero from Bachelor of Science in Business Administration. I'm shift to this class." pagpapakilala ng isang tarantado sa may pintuan namin.
My prof impressed to his guts to shift in our course.
Ang alam ko may business ang pamilya ng asawa ko at si Keighn ay nakatakda na magmana ng lahag na business nila.
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