I am now looking at the man I loved, the man who are always in my dreams, and always part of my future. But that was before, when we still together. I didn't know what exactly happened, but I know how he cut our ties, stop are communication, and how he cheated that time. I can't say anything that time, but my eyes scream everything I felt.
He is now happy with his new woman. Actually, his woman is now walking in the aisle way to him. And I don't feel anything when I saw my ex-boyfriend wiped his tears while looking at his woman. That should be me. I must be, but destiny is really playfull and no one can set the future.
I wanted to scream in pain, I wanted to shout at them how they cheat on me, how they betrayed me, but no words came out in my mouth. And now I am slowly getting tired of this feelings... in this world too.
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