Is there any way to leave this hurtful place? I don’t want to stay here anymore. All the pain he gave me is still aching like it’s just happened yesterday. Why did I let him do that on me? I am his girlfriend, turning to be his wife.
I thought it’s the best feeling as woman but little did I know that it’s just the start of deluge in my life. He let me believe on things that he is just playing along. He played with my feelings, my life and my heart.
He said that he didn’t know how that thing happened, but why there is a little angel came up?
Light of the raisin’ sun wakes me up. From my bed, I can clearly see the stunning scenery of sunrise. Before I rose up in my bed I check my phone first and read those message that came from my boyfriend, Jeff.
Jeff:
Good morning, sleepyhead. I hope you had a wonderful dream. Eat your breakfast first before you do your thing. I love you, see you later.
I didn’t have a chance to react because my older sister came in to my room. She is already bad mood, it’s obvious that Mommy waked her up so that she can go to school early. At her aged she is still a brat.
“Get up, breakfast.” She said then she left my room already. She didn’t give me a chance to react or what.
Yeah. I don’t have time to reply on my boyfriend’s text because this day will be a long day for me, there’s so many requirement for graduation. I am still studying in BS Psychology, third year college.
I meet Jeff when I am still a high school student. He courted me in front of many people, in my house and even in text. I fully trusted him, and I know that he will not do things that can broke my trust. He is the only person who can make me feel what true love is.
I gathered all the documents and papers that I need to pass. It’s all research paper and thesis, Analyzing People’s Personality, that’s my topic. Analyzing people’s personality is like analyzing the people who you will trust. We gathered some info and asked some people about things that we can fill the body of our thesis.
Idinaan ko lang iyon sa faculty ng building namin upang hindi ako mahuli sa pagpapasa. The professor that are assigned to us is the most terror prof I’ve ever meet.
One time, he have a class with us and buong oras niya akong senesermonan dahil hindi ko nasagot ang tanong niya.
Isang oras ang akong nakatayo habang sinisigaw sigawan niya. Ang ending iyak ang ate mo, dahil nakakahiya talaga ang oras na iyon. Simula noon ay inuna ko talaga laging pag-aralan ang mga ituturo niya upang bago pa man siya makarating sa room ay alam ko na ang ituturo niya.
Pag katapos noon ay dumaan nadin ako sa isang shop upang kuhain ang ibibigay kong regalo kay Jeff sa isang araw. It’s our 7th anniversary. It’s been 8 years when we first meet, and still counting.
Nasa kahon na ito nang akong makarating, nagpasalamat lang ako bago umalis. It’s just a simple gift just to celebrate our anniversary. Inihatid ko iyon sa bahay, balak ko sanang pumunta sa isang café but my phone rang. Kinuha ko iyon, it’s Jeff.
“Hello…” I said.
“Hi, love. I’m on my way. Pwede bang diyan na lang tayo sa inyo kumain? May lakad kase ako mamayang gabi, and I want to share something with you.” I can read the excitement in his voice. He is older than me. 2 years older than me. He’s already working in one high company.
“Sure, love. Take care. Bring food.” After that I ended the call.
Napangiti ako ng mapatay ko na ang tawag but naalis iyon ng makita ko si ate Fatima na bihis na bihis.
