Enlightened By Nightmares

Chapter 12-Care

Akumu Keihatsu/Enlightened by Nightmares

            "Kazumi-chan.....i'm wondering how you found my house, before any other word is said tell me how,"

 I asked because my house is in a secluded neighborhood with me being the 4th person to live in it,

"is that you Seiju-kun?"She asked worriedly

"Yes" I answered a bit confused  

"Where have you been, you've worried me sick!" There was a long pause after she said that, I was surprised and then backed away from the door,

"come in, let's talk Kazumi-chan," I said,

"thank you, you have a lot of explaining to do," she said as she entered the house.

The house was clean but not a single window was open and no light was on and I never turn the blinds, so the inside of the house was pitch black except the light from the TV.

"Um, Seiju-kun can't you open a window in here I can't see a thing," she said bending forward and closing in her eyes to see around her,

"you can't see? I can see perfect in here," I replied,

"yeah duh you've been stuck in here for days have you huh," she asked,

"well," I said as I began to remember everything that happened for the past days and I said in my mind,

"SHIT! My arms need to be covered! She can't know, not yet." I thought.

 I guided her to the couch and went to my room and put on a black shirt with long sleeves, it covered all of the scars so after I went back to her, she was standing up, trying to find her way through the darkness. I could see her perfectly, her bright blue eyes is one of the most outstanding things about her, it complements her beauty the most next to her flowing brown hair and her cute smile. Honestly an innocent girl like this shouldn't be involved with people like me, I don't want her to get hurt, I couldn't live with myself if that were to happen.

"Seiju-kun, I'm going to move your curtains k,"

she said as she approached my windows slowly then stretched out her hand in hope of finding the curtain which she did as she pushed them aside and light rushed into the house,

"AHHH!,"

 I shouted as I fell to the ground covering my eyes, "CLOSE IT!" I shouted as she whiskered at me as I continued to say,

 "CLOSE IT CLOSE IT CLOSE IT CLOSE IT CLOSE IT CLOOOOSE IIIIIT!!!!!!!,"

but she said, "you need vitamin D Seiju-kun, all this darkness is not good for your health and the soul,"

"I have no soul," I said in an evil voice tone,

"of course you do silly," she replied,

"if I do my soul is black just like my heart," I remarked back,

 "your heart and soul are black you say, how so?" she asked

 As I got up and sat on the floor and looked at her, "it's complicated," as I said this I looked to the ground in aguish towards myself as she sat in my couch and said,

"come on tell me, I got all day." Nothing but a smile on her face, she's truly kind. She looked like she really cared, maybe she does, I can't read hearts so I couldn't know. I began to explain everything to her, my past and how I became who I am but I gave no secrets of my true self or of my "miraculous" rebirth. She was shocked, tears almost came to her eyes. She went on her knees and approached me, then hugged me as she said,

"I hope one day you will stop hurting, you don't deserve pain."

 This showed me something about her, she's hiding something about herself, there must be a reason why she's so kind, but that's up for later discussion. We talked and laughed about some other stuff as she left soon after, I welcomed her to come back whenever she wants. She's a nice girl, but I sense something is wrong, but I can't focus on that. What I'll focus on is finding this Shenoukurae  guy, he might know something about Enigma, the smallest amount of info counts.