Turning Page: New Journey Begins (Sumodjiyaras)(Agnimamehil)

Part 4: Ummeed

Recap: Susheema ki shadi tutne ke baad Kusum dono ko samjhane jati hai aur
Kuch der baad Kusum aur susheema ki aakh lag jati hai, Ab aage..

Susheela suddenly feels someone is calling her, she wakes up... wo aavaj balcony se aarahi thi , wo balcony ke pass jati hain aur uska darwaja kholne wali hi hoti hain ki darwaje ki dusri taraf se aawaj aati hain

"Susheela ji....
Susheela ji aap hai na, me janta hu aap jaag rahi ho, darwaja kholo na, pls muzhe maaf kardo, i am really very sorry, muzhe istarah mandap chodke nahi jana chahiye tha, pls open the door"

Susheela's eyes filled with water, she smiles and opens the door and her Parmod was there, sitting on knee holding his ears and saying sorry

Susheela : Parmod... ab aake ke fayda, tum nahi jante kitna kuch hogaya aaj yaha!

Me kehe rahi thi na, sabhi humse jhut bol rahe hain, ab kese sab thik hoga, aur Mini aunty.. unka kya? Kese tumhe yakin dilau ki hamare sath dhokha hua hain

Pramod: muzhe yakin dilane ki koi jarurat nahi hai susheela ji, mene ye baat aapko pehele bhi kahi hain ki me apni mom ko bohot acchi tarah se janta hu, unke Chehra acche se padh sakta hu
Jab me London me tha tab call par hi samjha jata tha ki mom apni tabiyat ke bare me muzhse juth bol rahi hain ya sach, unke hello se hi pata chalta tha ki wo khush hain duskhi, unhe kisi baat ki tension hai ya nahi, jab unki awaz hi mere liye kaafi hoti hai to aaj wo mere samne hi thi, me car se mom dad ko mandap ke dur legaya, unse baat ki, unse jawab mange aur sach jankar aapke pass wapas aagaya
I know ki ab baat bohot bighad gayi lekin jyada der bhi to nahi hui hain, me aur aap hum dono milkar sabkuch thik karnege, sab sort out hojayga
Susheela : per kese pramod, ab to maa ke bhi dill ko geheri chot lagi hain , unhe kese manayenge? Pehile baar unhone sab ke samne, papa ke samne humara saath diya hain iska matlab samajh sakte ho ki baat kitni geheri hain

Pramod: me janta hu, aap bus mere sath niche chaliye, me sab thik karta hu, chaliye

Suddenly her phone started ringing louder, wo phone ko band karne ke liye bhagti hai & bhagte waqt wo girne hi wali hoti hain ki

Susheela ki nind khul jati hai...
Uthte hi wo samjh jati hain ki pramod ka aana , maafi mangna sab kuch ek sapna tha!
Jo phone baj raha tha wo susheela nahi balki Garima ka tha, susheela uska phone bandte karte wakt Garima ke phone me Agni ke Kai sare missed calls and massages ki notification dekhti hain
Aur phir khud ka phone check karti hain is ummid se ki shayad pramod ka ek to massage ya misscall dikh Jaye per waha ese kuch nahi hota!

Susheela( smiles at herself): na chori tu bhi ke ummeed kar rahi hai, teri life me kuch bhi itna aasaan kese hosakta hain ..aur hua to wo susheela kesi?
Susheela ... huhh ( and rolls her eyes)
Yo to kuch der pehle me hi apne dimag me soch rahi thi jo sapne me aagaya, manne na lagta isbar itne maturely chota haddi situation ko sambhal payega,
Samajh nahi aaraha ki me q ummid laga rahi hu,
Q me wapas wo susheela na ban parahi hu jisse pyar aur shadi in shabdo se nafrat thi, q me wo susheela na ban parahi hu jo shadi se jaan chotne par khush hojati !
Ek to ye baat samjh na aati ,Phir bhi na jane q lag raha ki kash esa hi hota ,kash...

( Me:- so guys I tried to summarise her feelings with help of this song below just  so feel it)

Chaha Tha Maine, Socha Tha Maine
Kya Kya The Armaan Dile Nadan Ke
Aankhon Mein Aansoo Aaye
Ha Aankhon Mein Aansoo Aaye
Par Koi Naa Aaya
Ab To Kisi Ko Bhi Apna Kese Bulana?

      In Aankhon Mein Thi Ek Raat Saji
Hathon Mein Kabhi Choodi Si Baji
Par Aankh Khuli To Aaya Nazar
Na Raat Saji, Na Choodi Baji