song- Give me love by ed sheeran
Miles' POV
You-" she stood their, sarcastically laughing at my shadow in pain.
She was in pain. My girl, the one who gave me my first and last breath was in pain; because of me
"Why? Why do you do this to me Miles? Why do you hate me so much, that you cause my numbness to pain. I was in more pain when I first met you, than I was without you." My heart dropped, losing a count of my own breath. "I-I don't know what I did to make you hate me so much..." Fuck I'm an idiot! "that you dared to play with my feelings and use them to stick daggers through my already broken heart!" Tears began rolling down the sides of her cheeks. If I could I'd take away every last thing that caused her pain; including me
I'd let her go, but Ill always be there at the same time; looking over her
I kept looking at Angel, like she was about to endure my nightmares and throw them all in my face at once; this was the nightmare I wanted to wake up from.
My hands raked through my hair in distressed and cold heartedness.
"I want you gone"
My eyes shot up like a bullet just bulked through me, yet this wasn't a bullet, these were words, words from Angel.
My chest began hovering and lowering at different levels, and i knew that my blurry vision had something to do with my pained eyes.I wanted to scream. I needed to fucking shout, shout to her! Get it through my Angels head that she needed me... that- that I needed her. I needed her warm love raking over my dead body and creating it anew.
My red teary eyes flashed at hers, before she turned away not sparing me a second glance. "If you see me, don't talk to me. I don't ever want to see you again, and I mean it. If I'm in trouble, leave me be for gods sakes! I'm not your property to take care of! Your a sick bastard who plays with my feelings, and stabs me with your fake words! J-J-just-"
She couldn't do it anymore as her sobs leaped out and she broke into tears.
I was slowly, piece by piece falling apart and no one could love the monster I've become now. What's different about Skylar and other girls out there, was that she was different. She liked to believe she was physically and emotionally strong even though she wasn't, at times. She cried and didn't hide it. Her lips gave me this craving to die a million, painful deaths just to be able to taste her sweet tingling lumps against mine. Her hands were like this gravity for me; gravity that would stand there beside me and not let me break
Yet... I was fucking breaking
My heart raced a death track "Angel-"
"I said don't you fucking call me that! DON'T!" She stated with cracks, filling in the holes of her words.
She never swears, and that did fear me; that she might've changed
"I love y-"
"I hate you! So. So. So very much!"
She doesn't mean that! She can't mean that! Okay Miles, she loves you and she's just pissed! I tried reassuring myself but it didn't work.
I whimpered in weakness"Angel-"
"I've been in chains since they day I met you! I was locked up in a tight box and let out only when you needed me! I obeyed like a pathetic dog would, when their owner would call! That's what I was..." She sarcastically laughed. "Don't you get that I hate you!"
"Don't you understand that I fucking love you!" I screamed, as her reckless eyes shot up and before i knew what I was doing- my lips smashed a war against hers; battling a gruesome death for the entrance of her sour lips.
Oh god how I've missed her. How much I've craved her! The touch of her velvety skin stroking against mine. The beat of her heart pumping against my chest.
I need her love, I hate waking up to the sound of an empty heartI need you Skylar, your my loving Angel
My hands savaged around her waist, sliding them up and down at the feel of her tender like skin. My hips were in between her legs, surrounding her between my arms so nothing could get to her.
"Fuck," I groaned my wet kisses burning against the side of her neck. "You can't break me" I begged, breathing heavily against her skin. "You can't leave me!"
I begged at the entrance of her lips, but she denied as I gripped at the bottom tasting her sweet surrender to a loving tongue.
I couldn't wrap my head around to the feeling that bombed my body, when her hands touched me. The pain that enforced itself at me all at once. The battle this girl gets me in, makes me want to live longer. I need the taste of her lips, the sweet seducing moans of her lips, the courageous and meaningful fights that we have; yet i need her to still be waiting there for me
I need to drown in her body, that's my death wish
How could she love a dead guy? A vampire I am, a monster in other words who feeds and kills!
I pressed my body against hers, smashing my lips against her into a deeper and wetter kiss. My body rocked against hers, but when she tried to push me off, I locked my body against hers tighter. I kissed her like there was no tomorrow
I felt her salty tears stream down her face, and that's when I slid my hands down to the back of her ass and gripped it tight; pulling her up above me.
This was the satisfaction that I needed, wanted and loved.
Skylar was... Skylar is my everything
My forever and Always
I'm whooped but give no fucks, I just need her to be mine.
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Sorry I took so long to update, I don't have as much inspiring poetry and laughs in my mind as i use to (in other words- I'm clueless to what my next chapter will include) ahah do share if u have any ideas:)
THANK YOU ALL FOR SOOOO MANY VOTES AND ALL THE READERS IM GETTING<3 means the absolute world :)
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