Your's Only

Memory's of Her

Please listen to these songs while reading this chapter, it'll make it less confusing ahah

Story of My life- One Direction

And I'll tell you when to play the other one later, the link is already in the box so it'll be ready:)

Enjoy:)

-Inside Miles' head P.O.V-

My heart was racing a thousand beats a second. My body felt numb and my mind was screaming suicidal thoughts in my head.

< It's all over, you lost!>

<No use living with yourself now, might as well take a stake to that miserable heart of yours>

<Your all alone Miles, forever and forever>

<She hates you!>

I screamed at the last one, covering my ears deeply with the palms of my hands.

"Get out of my fvcking head!" I screamed at myself.

The last thing I can encounter was drinking, and then...nothing. I felt so broken, I was crying for fvcks sakes!

<Skylar doesn't need you!>

"Yes, yes she does!" I breathed angrily.

<She doesn't want you!>

"Yes she does!"

<She doesn't care Miles, kill yourself already!>

"No!"

I looked around in search for a way to get out of here, but it was dark. It looked like a tunnel, yet there was no way out.

<kill yourself!>

"ARGG!" I growled, blocking my ears like there was no tomorrow.

Suddenly I was pushed back against the tunnel with such force and madness. I tried fighting back, but my body wouldn't move. I felt paralysed.

"ARGGG!"

The tunnel was re-puzzling itself moving around and changing colour.

"Help me!"

My voice echoed, but I couldn't hear an echo back.

The voices started shouting at me again, and all I could see was the room spinning round and round. Everything dimmed, revealing nothing but complete jet-black darkness.

Why was I acting like I was afraid? It's like all my emotions had disappeared and all I had was my fears.

Gunshots were fired all around me!

BANG!

Grenades were bombing around me in a circle of burning fire!

BANG!

Another grenade sprouted and closed the flaming circle..

"WHO'S THERE!"

I tried turning into my inner monster.. But I couldn't contact it. It was gone?

"Answer me!"

I coughed feeling the smoke enter my lungs and burn their tips.

My body was heaving out the smoke and trying to get their fresh air to replace it; it was no use.
I pushed my fears at the back of my throat and ran through the circle of fire...only to be pushed back inside the pit of glazing hot fire.

My body was burning in flames, as I rolled around to my doom. My eyes began to feel heavy all over again before everything was crystal clear...white.