Your's Only

Fallen For Him

Song- Love Me Like You Do: Ellie Goulding

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"W-What have you done?" I stuttered, completely shocked.

Miles had his blood covered hands out in front of him, taking a few steps towards me. "It's okay-"

"No!" I snapped, filling his gaze with intense shock. "Nothing's ever okay Miles! Those two words are fake and mean nothing" I breathed, my vision turning blurry from the tears that have just begun to form. "Just- Just like you and me..." I croaked.

I never thought I'd say those words, but they were just words Skylar. It's okay, it's not like they hurt him or anything. You were the one who always ran back, not him.
*I gotta keep my head up from now on. I always thought when I stated those words that... that my heart would ache, I would regret them, i wouldn't be able to capture a single breath, I wouldn't be able sleep without a nightmare occurring, constant crying and that a part of me would... disappear.
Our memories would disappear and you know what? Each of those symptoms were happening to me right now.

I looked up at Miles as a tear slid down my face at the same time. He locked gazes with me; looking at me with hurt and fear

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I do give him credit for his acting skills though

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His eyes were shock-filled red "Angel-"

"Don't call me that!" I spat, trying to keep my tears locked in with large and long breaths.

It was my turn to talk and his to listen.

"You-" I laughed sarcastically in pain. "Why? Why do you do this to me Miles? Why do you hate me so much, that you cause my numbness to pain. I was in more pain when I first met you, than I was without you. I-I don't know what I did to make you hate me so much... that you dared to play with my feelings and use them to stick daggers through my already broken heart!" I laughed, and that's when my tears rolled down the sides of my cheeks. I tried to regain my oxygen through my lungs, to keep my tears secured... but they broke free.

Miles please forgive me for the words that I'm about to say. "I want you gone" his eyes shot up with red bolting tears, I looked down. It was painful enough saying them, I didn't want to give in when I looked at how broken he looked. "If you see me, don't talk to me. I don't ever want to see you again, and I mean it. If I'm in trouble, leave me be for gods sakes! I'm not your property to take care of! Your a sick bastard who plays with my feelings, and stabs me with your fake words! J-J-just-"

I couldn't do it anymore as my sobs leaped out and I broke into tears. I was slowly, piece by piece falling apart and no one could save me now.

Falling in love with a fake, was my biggest mistake

"Angel-"

"I said don't you fucking call me that! DON'T!" I stated with cracks, filling in the holes of my words.

"I love y-"

"I hate you! So. So. So very much!"

Please go now Miles, I can't. I won't say the things that go through my head.

"Angel-"

"I've been in chains since they day I met you! I was locked up in a tight box and let out only when you needed me! I obeyed like a pathetic dog would, when their owner would call! That's what I was..." I sarcastically laughed. "Don't you get that I hate you!"

"Don't you understand that I fucking love you!" He screamed, as my reckless eyes shot up and before i could see what he was doing; his lips smashed against mine, battling for entrance

Oh god how I've missed him

No! This is what he wants Skylar, don't give him anything that he wants

His hands savaged around my waist, sliding them up and down at the feel of my warm skin. His hips were in between my legs, yet his arms were gripped around my body, surrounding me.

He groaned, his warm lips trying to get access through mine.

Access denied.
Not this time

I couldn't take the way he touched me, it was different, special, magical. Its a feeling id only get from him. That electrical, fire burning sensation that caused every single hormone in my body to jump.

Oh god, he's doing it again

His body rocked against mine, as i tried to shove him off; but he was stronger than any other guy that I've came in contact with. His teeth bit down on the lower bottom of my lips, I gulped, my lips parting and without a single hesitation his tongue wondered around my mouth.

I kissed back, tears steaming my cheeks.

I've fallen, God I've fallen so hard for him

His hand slid down the sides of my hips, causing my goosebumps to spike up in satisfaction.

No, I can't let this happen again.

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Please tell me if you guys want Miles' POV based on this chapter, cause I didn't really like how I did Skylars so I'm not sure:) ur opinions mean the world to me so do share❤❤❤