Please Don't Go

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Please listen to this song on repeat!! :P

"Please don't go"

-Skylar's P.O.V-

"I-I-"

"No!" I interfered strongly. "Don't tell me you can't! That's all you ever do! Can't you see that I'm fighting for you..."

Tears were slipping out of my sockets like there was no tomorrow and I hated it.
I took a deep breath when Miles didn't reply; his back still facing me.

Sniffling, I sweeped away my tears with my fingers stumbling on my cheeks.
"We had it all and let it burn, Miles. Please we can turn this around, we can build everything up again. Just tell me what's wrong, I can help-"

"No! You can't!" His body snapped around to face me, but his face was focused on the people watching behind us.

I moved back, and his eyes slowly caught my broken sight.

"Angel-"

"No" I laughed, "You know? Your right. Just go. Leave like you always do.."

"You pushed me away last time!"

I couldn't control the anger boiling inside of me. Hating him was growing inside of me, instead of that passionate love we had.

"You made me push you away! But thank you! Thank you for leaving, because now I can focus on reality and not the bulshit happening in your life!"

The second those words left, I regretted it.

Miles breathed madly, palms clenched side by side. He rushed towards me and his hand raised, right about to slap me-

But he stopped.

Tears broomed my eyes. "Is this what our love has come to-" I cried shaking.

He didn't answer.

We stared into each others eyes for what felt like seconds, turning into minutes. The darkness in his pupils were slightly red from the anger progressing inside of him.

"I- I guess so"

My whole body sank like the titanic, yet- I didn't get saved. I felt like everyone, everything was crashing above me- and it took everything in me to stand strong.

His palm was still inches away from my cheek, and I was tearing up right in front of him.

I shut my eyes and waited for the large, hurtful thump against my cheek.
The memories were flowing through my mind, and this did feel like the end.

The end of everything.

I couldn't control the words that poured from my mouth-
"Some day you'll miss me, like the days I missed you. Some day you'll need me like the bloody days where I needed you. Some days you'll cry like the dumb days I cried for you!" I poked him in the chest, for each breath I took between my shaky words. "A-And someday you'll love me, Miles....but I won't l-love you"

My happiness was burning, and the world was spinning around me while fate was laughing in my face.
How did one small question end everything? Why? Why?!? That's all I want to know! Why? Why would he do this to me? Break me, again!

Maybe we can turn this around?
Please.

Please, Miles say something.

I LOVE YOU, YOU IDIOT!

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