Your's Only

Hating The Impossible

Sorry it took me so long to write:( but I hope you guys still enjoy and it's long and exactly what everyone's waiting for:) except it is rushed and I apologise for that.

Warning- this chapter on for mature readers only

ENJOY:) <3

Songs for this chapter are-
Vertigo by Jason derulo
LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO- Ellie Goulding on repeat after the first song!! :) <3

Continued...

-Skylar's P.O.V-

"Skye!-"

"I don't love you!" I screamed back, with tears overflowing my eyes and leaving them drenched red.

I couldn't believe the words that were spoken out loud, were mine. This torpedo attacked my heart the second those words disgorged. I was light-headed and fuddled.
It felt so wrong and I knew it wasn't right. I couldn't stop crying! Its like I was put in this world to be heart broken and destroyed!
I wanted to put an end to me...

"I DON'T LOVE YOU!" I repeated, balling my fists at my sour eyes.

I couldn't dare look at him. I was too afraid. Not of him, but the pilings of the emotions attacking one another.
Love and Sympathy would win and then I'd get played by him again!

My body was aching when I looked at his clenched fists beside me. My eyes swept up to look at his, and the grimace of red bolted through them.

He transformed....

Miles grunted and I couldn't help but sneak out of his grip and bolt. He flashed to the door before I could even take my second step. His dare-devilling, red velveted eyes peeked up and took in my distressed appearance, wildly.

"I-I- I don't" stuttering.

Miles looked like a thousand silver diamonds as the darkness shone him over. The lights were dimmed and the blinds were down.

"Your lying" he declared, eyes of steal softening as he kept studying my actions. "When you lie, you blink"

I couldn't help the smile that drifted across my lips.
It was such a small notice, yet my whole body felt like it had been dumped in lava. I was sweltering under the gaze of his eyes controlling mine.
After that slight gesture of a smile, the feelings and hidden secrets came towering down; the dragons soaring down the darkest pit of my stomach, The faint smell of green apple and the buzzing noise my heart had chatted.

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'Enough! He's a freakin' vampire'

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Miles softened and turned back to normal. His eyes cascading to a light honey, sorry brown.

"I- I have to tell you something" his hand was massaging the lower back of his neck. "I dare not let you go without opening up. Please listen, I have to get this over with. I can't move on with my life God dammit!" He breathed heavily, trying to calm down. Miles locked in eyes with me. "I can't move on with my life. Not without you, Angel"

Why does this have to be so hard? Love is a tangle of complications. It's a pathway to life, but God, it's so easy to get caught in its games. I know what he says will make me sympathise the jerk, but, I have untold feelings that I need let escape my mind!

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'I'll tell you what to do, G.O. A mouse can tell if a piece of cheese is bad or not, but you are stupid enough to stick with the bad cheese for months. Miles is bad cheese Skylar!'