Your's Only

It Will Help

-Miles P.O.V-

"Is everything going according to plan?"

I looked up to the devil of all devils.
The judge of whom are all judged upon.

Rixton

I growled, looking up to the shadow walking down the narrow tunnel.

"Yes" I replied. "I gave up... everything-"

Skylar

"And Mason?" He interrupted, the light spreading across half his face.

My fists clenched by my sides and my jaw tightened to the maximum.
- He doesn't even care what I had to fvcking go through!

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'And who's choice is that Mr broken hearted... Or should I say Mr heartbreaker?' my subconscious had envied me with such hate.

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Great, so I'm the bad guy? I snapped back.

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'No, your innocent snow fvcking white. Of course your the bad guy! You made your choice!'

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No I have a -

Why am i even talking to myself?!
I'm still doing it.. Oh. My. Fvck

"And Mason?" Rixton repeated dryly, standing before me covered in black.

"He's following like a dog," I rolled my eyes and growled. "Where's Kayla?"

I couldn't see his features as the darkness over faded them, but I felt the evil and power his body has came in contact with.

It was strong... And not your typical kind of strong. He was dusted with power, crawling through his thin, dry veins.

"Relax Miles, I haven't touched your precious Kayla" he laughed, my body tensed.

I couldn't help but trace back to...Angel.

Just thinking about her touch got my heart beating aloud. Just thinking about her got my palms sweating. And Just. Thinking. About. Her got my blood pumping a thousand miles a second through my body.

It does hurt. I-It really does.

What I'm about to do, it will help...

It will. I need to forget for now... Just until everything is over. But, Skylar...you will always be the one that kept me alive.
The one I love.

"Rixton" I called out strongly, with a deep breath after- "I want you to erase a person from my mind, without knowing who it is"

I heard him laugh. "You think I go by your order?"

"Without me, you wont get what you want" I spat sharply. "The deal is off if you do not erase this ...person from my mind!"

My emotions were crawling out, battling against one another.

"Why?" This time Rixton sounded serious.

I didn't respond, but just when I was about to, he interrupted.

"Your sure about this?"

"No" I breathed, feeling my fingertips shake beside me. "But i won't complete your tasks if you reject-"

"Alright"

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2 weeks later

-Skylar's P.O.V-

"You still haven't eaten anything..."

The stranger from.... The incident had walked in smelling clean shaven and well groomed.

Christian

"I-Im not ...hungry" my eyes lazily looked up, scanning his expensive deep blue, tight tux and the plate in his hand.

"But you hardly eat anything, it's not good for your health Skylar" when I turned away and didn't reply, I heard him sigh- "I have work.."

No reply.

"I'll be back at 2"

No reply.

I felt bad for treating him like this, after so much that he has done for me. But, I don't feel upset or angry, or mad....or anything. It's almost if I feel empty, and lost.
I haven't showered. Hardly eaten. Haven't been outside. Hardly forgotten anything between the fight.

I gave it all, and it still wasn't enough. It wasn't. Here I am, laid out on a queen sized bed, in a huge room with used tissues sprawled out all around me from crying myself to sleep every single night.

Christian was still here, I could tell by his masculine scent.

"Why're you helping me?" The words came out strong, but tasted so dry.

"Because..." He started. "I don't know. There's something inside of me that tells me to. I don't know what it is... I just feel the need to"

Complete and utter bullshit. That's what I thought, I mean who could blame me right? Where's the need to trust again?

"I have to go now-"

"Fine"

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'Okay, we get your broken hearted and all but go get some fvcking ice cream and shove it up that bitchiness of yours!'

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Why am I like this? I'm never this rude... especially to someone who has helped me... AND LET ME LIVE WITH THEM! That's crazy.

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'No, the only kray-kray thing about it was that you actually accepted Christian's offer'

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After 20 minutes flicking through the channels on the tv, that was held and secured up against the wall; I heard footsteps running this way...and the clacking of heels.

"Great, just what I need. Another stupid abduction"

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