Your's Only

Please Don't Go Pt 2

This chapter is on the same day that Skylar and Miles called it off:(

Please listen to the song while reading this chapter!!

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ENJOYYYYYYYYY!!!

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-Miles' P.O.V-

It's 2am at night, as I lay here chilled up on the hood of my car, staring at the deep blue sky.

I grabbed the vodka bottle beside me and chugged it down effortlessly, laughing and staring at the only shining star out tonight.

Maybe I'll be drunk, just to feel a little love without the flames of burning desires haunting my every move. Maybe I'll get drunk and do something just to feel her laying beside me in a lost dream.
Maybe I'll get drunk, just to feel the tingling sensations of her bright skin, against my fingertips.
I don't mind standing everyday outside her bedroom window, just to feel the spark electrify between us all over again.

Laughing sadly, "My hearts a fool trapped between two decisions-" the vodka bottle was swinging by the harsh actions of my drunken state. "What my heart needs and craves, versus- What my mind wants and orders"

Laughing pathetically, "How did I get to this position" I called out to my dead mother, shaking my head- "I mean your probably up there laughing down on me, but lets face it- your as bad at loving someone as i am"

My heart was beating uncontrollably, like it knew someone needed to breathe me back to life.

Someone who I broke one, too many times.

I chugged down my 12th bottle of liquor as it took longer for a hybrid to get drunk and stared dumbfoundly at it, smirking.
- "Well Mrrrrr Jack Danielsss," I laughed.
"You fix those who can't sleep or smile at night... Those who carry a burning flame inside of them and those who try and try to achieve the gift of peace... But it's fvcking impossible isn't it? Loves a miserable son of b*tch. Your like the love doctor! I mean you numb my pain way better than my Ma ever did.... But shhhhhhh she's up there" I pointed at the sterling star twinkling down upon my drunken a$$. "She can hearrrr usss"

I was laughing at my tragic self and pointed to the star- "Come on Ma, get down here anddd' lets gooo* gett herrr. COME ON!" I roared feeling my whole body shake in fear of the truth.

When I heard no answer, i began showering the rest of the liquor all over my body hoping to light it up.
"I want to burn for your love Skylar"

Hiccuping I tried to sit upright without falling side to side with the bottle gripped tight beneath my fingertips.

I looked up at the sterling star-
"Your listening right?
- I'm in pain... I feel my heart burning and begging to see her for the last time. I need stitches for the heart that broke... my fvcking heart broke and you did nothing to help me keep her Ma! There's too much space between us! I can't call her, but I can feel her sorrows within me... Her pain!" my fingers scrolled through my hair firmly. "Her cries are all I can hear!" I fought the urge of my inner monster coming out, but it was stronger than I could be. "She's my peace and pain! It should be forbidden to take her away from me! She's my light, I need her to see!"

Without thinking, I pinned the bottle beside me on the hood and squeezed it tight before the glass cut my fingers and shattered falling.

"It hurts a little too much..."

I fell back on the glass and felt the glass seep inside of me.

"Without her, what is my worth? Huh, what is my purpose anymore? I-I can't live without herrr" I shut my eyes and breathed in the smell of intoxication.

The smell of failure and death.

"There's signs around me, screaming out Its Over... b-but Skylar's still with me. It's hurts. It fvcking hurts..." I let my hand rest out beside me and counted the cut glass stains.
"I want to be good forrr herr... but my life's dangerous and my hearts too bitter for the world of love. Im seeping into the darkness Ma.... a-and no ones going to be able to save me"

I felt the corners of my eyes being pricked by needles, clearing my sharp vision with the control of the blur-

"Look, evennn my eyes are wateringgg" I laughed sarcastically. "They miss her..."

My mind travelled to the broken glass in front of me, and the thought of picking it up and slicing my vision crossed my mind more than normal.

"I need her..."

I whispered.

"I crave her..."

I blinked.

"I want her..."

I shut my eyes.

"I miss her..."

I breathed.

"I love her."

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I'm sorry it's so short, but Miles' P.O.V was most requested last time I checked:)) <33

I'm really sorry it's not edited too well, I wrote this today because i have been sick lately in bed and was bored but I still hope you enjoyed!!! <<<3333

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Tell me what u would say to Miles if you could talk to him right now... here's what I'd say-

'Stop drinkin'. Get off yo lazy, drunk, PATHETIC *cough cough* SEXY, JUICY *cough* a$$ and go get yo gurll for the... uhh 2000th time?? Aye, who counts the times they break up and get back together lolzzzzz😄😄😄'😁

I'm so dry at times:/

Like shut up x-XAngelX-x, watcha doin bruhhh

Okayyyyy imma publish this and let yy'all beautiful angels read! <3

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