Your's Only

Catch Me- Part 3

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"Kiss. Me. Now" He growled.

I choked in complete shock. My eyes widening in starvation... of him?

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'No. No. No. Don't. You. Dare. N. O!'

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His lips- an inch away from mine, had suddenly caused me to buzz. My emotions jumping on top of one another. Happiness, anger, sadness, excitement! His warm, masculine breath was glazing above my lips in anticipation.

He was so close, yet so far away.

Miles was sewing his fingers up the sides of my legs. Gently dancing their way up, underneath the hem of my singlet.
I held in a shaky breath; feeling the blood being shot up in my veins. I was so juiced up at this moment, and the smirk sketched out on his pink lips was guilty of knowing.

"Do I have to repeat myself"

It wasn't a question. Miles looked angry at this point, yet still had the nerve to look sexy and draw me in.

He gently pinched the sides of my waist. I shut my eyes, biting down on the starvation I've been craving for days at this moment.

"Skylar" his silky plead, flooded through my head.

It was so hard to be un-attracted to him. It's not like there was a paper bag just lying around here, waiting for me to cover his face in.

His body melted onto mine. I knew he wasn't going to wait any longer; I had to think of something fast.

"I-I-I" stammering like an idiot. "C-Can't-"

He leaned back. Shock and pain haunting the desires around his eyes. "Skylar. If you tell me that you don't want want me. I-I.." He breathed heavily. "I'll let you go"

Ouch.

But wasn't this what I wanted? What I needed?... But it hurt so much. I let out a shaky breath, and using my elbows- gently held my body up. Miles moved away from me, observing, like he didn't even know me.

This is the worst feeling. I was suffering, sinking down coldly in the comforter.
My eyes levitated up, slipping a tear from each socket.

Hell, crying is the last thing I want to be doing right now.
I sliced my teeth harshly through my bottom lips, to keep from whimpering. Miles got up, standing in front of me, he grabbed my knees and brought them in between his legs.
He held my chin and brought our faces closer.

"Tell. Me. You. Don't. L-Love. Me." His knuckles were clenched tightly beside me, both arms flexing in aggravation. "I swear, I'll leave you alone this time"

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'Well... What're you waitin' for?! A freaking elephant to fall outta the sky, tell him'

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"I-I-I"

Tears were lurching down my cheeks at this time. It was so painful!! I can't explain it, but standing here trying to tell the person that you share everything with, the person that brings your sorrows to happiness and your happiness to mourn.
It fvcking hurts telling the person that saved you multiple times, the person that your half a heart without and a whole with.
Telling the person whom you deeply love, that you don't love them at all.

I've done it before. But that's me saying I don't need you. Love is beyond words and God I wish I was in lust with him; it'd make things that much simpler.
My stomach was quivering and I felt sick to my feet.
Death would be easier of accomplishing that this! I felt dizzy and my hands were shaking in his.

"Angel?"

My watery eyes shot up, my teeth biting down on my lips; I was shaking and crying at this point.
When he touched me, its like I was in flames. Fire surrounding us. The earth and its people, frozen in time, just waiting for my reply.
A tear crawled its way into the edge of my lips and sank, like my heart at this very second.

"Angel!" He snapped angrily but looked like he was in so much pain.

I only cried harder, hands holding onto his, I cried.

It's impossible.

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To be continued... :)