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"Nah that shit just threw me off." I shook my head sitting on the edge of my mothers bed "So you don't wanna be with her no more?"
"Nah I'm not saying that it's just that the fact that she starve herself when I'm not talking to her is what throws me off. Like I love her and I care about her a lot but I'll never try to kill myself if she try and break up with me."
"So what you trying to say?" She questioned "It just turned me off, and don't nothing turn me off about her but it just made me look at her different."
"Well you need to tell her that." She said and I looked at her with a mug "What you mean I need to tell her? She don't wanna hear that it's gone make her feel worse."
"You wanna be with her?"
"Duh." I mugged her "You need to be completely honest with her about how you feel. It's not like you breaking up with her you just telling her how what she does make you feel." She shrugged and I nodded before I got up and walked out of her room and went back to my room where Dejah was laid out on the bed scrolling through her phone "When you wake up?" I asked closing and locking my door behind me.
"Like.. 10 minutes ago." She mumbled "You heard me?" I asked already knowing by her mood and the way she was replying "Mhm." She nodded.
"How you feel?" I questioned laying beside her "Hurt." She said locking her phone throwing it beside her "Why you ain't tell me?"
"You was already in a vulnerable state so I didn't- but you always tell me to tell you if I feel a certain way and you won't even tell me that you not attracted to me nomore." She said and i scrunched up my face "Who said I wasn't attracted to you no more?"
"You said you was turned off by the way that I acted and that you look at me different.. what else could that possibly mean other than you aren't attracted to me anymore?"
"Dejah, Ian mean it like that. I was never trying to say I wasn't attracted to you I was just saying that situation made me look at you different because I didn't know that you were doing that because I wasn't talking to you which turned me off in that moment because Ian think it was that serious."
"So none of that stuff that you was telling your mom applies to how you feel right now?" She tilted her head to the side "I look at you different that's it. I was never implying that the way I feel about you changed."
