Joshua Morelli in his football jersey with his biceps bursting out of it has flashed me yet another grin, amongst all of the other girls in this room, of course. I've gleamed his surname from another girl who had been watching him every so often, he's clearly her crush. And he looks the epitome of the ideal boyfriend; tall, muscular, sporty and tanned. Yet when you talk to him the magic seems to just disappear. His Italian surname makes sense to me, and it fits with his slight accent and tanned skin.
He's still occupying Jay's time and I have been making sure I get my drink on whilst they are talking. I've also been dancing because Ryan always has a good playlist. Jay has been watching me intently, and even though I'm annoyed he called me his girl, I have been missing his arms around me the whole time.
"Here Taylor" Rach says passing me a shot.
"What is it?" I ask and she sighs and necks hers.
"It's just apple sours" Justin says to me in my ear because it's loud. I nod to him and he takes a step away from me.
"Justin" I say and it comes out far more slurred than I had hoped. His eyes soften looking at me.
"Taylor" he replies.
"Are you okay, are you having fun?" I ask him.
"Yeah I am, why do you ask" he smiles at me.
"Because I dunno I just wanted to check that you're happy" I say and then mentally kick myself for sounding like a complete idiot.
I sigh and then continue dancing.
"You know seeing somebody that can actually dance, is quite something" he says.
"You are looking wonderful tonight by the way" he comments and I giggle.
"What's so funny" he asks smiling.
"You and how old school you are" I reply not even thinking.
"Wonderful tonight, it reminds me of I dunno that song by is it Eric Clapton" I say hazily looking at him.
He starts softly humming the tune to wonderful tonight by Eric Clapton and I listen.
"Yes that's the one" I say softly.
"What a song" he says.
"Not sure anybody else would know that song here" he says and I smile at him. He stares into my eyes and I look down at my drink.
"I think I'm going to just have one more." I say. I stumble off and head to the drinks in the kitchen. Really I needed to get away from him, he's cute and he's nice and good looking and he stuck up for me that one time. And mostly he's putting moves on me and I'm taken. I'm somebodies girl. I laugh at myself whilst pouring another drink.
"Baby" I hear Jay whisper in my ear and feel his arms go around my waist. He's standing behind me and my body pushes against him.
"Hey" I say softly. He kisses my neck his hands exploring my body briefly.
"Mmm" I say.
"I missed you" he whispers.
I turn around to him, and kiss his lips softly and delicately.
"I missed you" I say.
He lifts me up and places me on the table, the door is pushed over and he is inside of me. My underwear pushed to the side.
"Mmm Jay" I sigh and he kisses me thrusting into me.
"You're mine" he says and I smile.
"Just your girl" I tease him. And he chuckles softly pushing in and out of me.
"Hey I'm making it up to you right now" he says grabbing onto my hips.
"No baby" I tell him. He shh's me and continues his delicious onslaught of kisses.
"I need you" he sighs.
"Mmm Jay I want it, come in me please" I ask him and he loses control.
Once he's zipped himself up and I'm adequately covered up again. He looks down at me.
"I like this dress a lot" he says his hands travelling up my thigh.
I smile and go back to making drinks.
His arms travel around my waist again his lips at my ear.
"I love you" he says.
"He's a dick. If I told him I loved you he would make it his absolute goal to take you. And as it is he keeps watching you" he sighs kissing my ear.
"Irrelevant" I tell him.
"I cannot be taken" I sigh.
He smiles his gorgeous grin and I kiss him before taking the cocktails back into the main room.
"Wait" he says taking my hand and guiding me back into the room with him.
"You're right" he whispers.
We stand next to the others again and Jay hooks his arms securely around my waist. He nuzzles my neck a little and I laugh and kiss him.
"Another babe" he says to me eyeing my glass.
"Please" I say and he pours me another.
"Then I think you need to be on me on the dancefloor" I laugh.
"Jay can totally dance by the way" I nod to josh.
"Well when the love of your life is a dancer you pick up a few things" Jay smiles at me.
"That's one hell of a statement man" Josh says taken aback.
"Yeah well, when you meet somebody this special and you want to spend the rest of your life with them then you will say the same" Jay smiles at me.
I sip my drink smiling and he guides me to where the others are dancing. He takes me in his arms and that is where I intend to stay for the rest of this entire night.
"I'm sorry" he whispers in my ear.
"I need you entirely and I just dont want to lose you especially to a guy like Josh and I freaked and didn't know what to do" he says glancing into my eyes.
"Oh Jay you have gone soft" an annoying female voice says behind us. It had to be. I glance over his shoulder and see her face. Weirdly even though it hasn't been all that long she looks like she's aged and not like a fine wine.
"Thinking that this one is the answer to your loneliness Taylor really is stupid" she incites. I ignore her.
"Of all the people to talk about loneliness" he scoffs.
"And what Jay? you sure used up your fair share of women being lonely" she prods.
"Breaking them as you went through them." she laughs.
" Enough. I'm done with you okay? we don't speak, we don't even need to. So why do you insist on provoking me when there is literally no reason for us to be breathing the same air" I say. Okay I did go there. She glares at me and I stare her back down.
"Anything else?" I say angered.
She pauses, deliberating and then looks over the room.
"Didn't think so" I mutter refocusing on Jay.
"You know Taylor you actually have three exs in this room." she digs.
Lord she must hate me. I count in my head, Matty and Ross that's two what does she even mean three.
"Yes that's right." She smirks.
"Tom isn't it" she smiles.
I follow her eyes and see him. Tom. Certainly not. It cannot be Tom. My first ever boyfriend. Before Matty, before Ross the first one that broke my heart. I try not to react, honestly I do.
"How many ex's have you got here Jen ?" I laugh.
"Too many, the difference is I don't care about who you've been under" I say.
She saunters off pleased with herself without a glance back at us.
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Desire me - the third novel ****editing
Romance"I'm a bad girl. He is gazing at me in his car, I imagine our relationship and it flashes before me through my mind. He's drop dead gorgeous, and how I can even manage to stop touching him is truly remarkable. He's handsome in a true and honest way...
