I bet Eleanor's glad I'm going to a mental hospital. She probably thinks I'm insane and I should be locked up. I feel bad for leaving like that but I don't know how to talk to them. I just want to die

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I bet Eleanor's glad I'm going to a mental hospital. She probably thinks I'm insane and I should be locked up. I feel bad for leaving like that but I don't know how to talk to them. I just want to die