It's kind of funny how bleeding makes you feel like one small thing was the end of the world. Guess there's a reason Apollo's kids are known to be dramatic. But really. He's still my brother and loves me and that's not going to change. I don't know what I got so worked up for. And Eleanor will be here. And we're still going to dress up and do our hair and everything so it's basically like we're there. Yeah it's not the same, but that's okay. Besides, I did go to their first wedding. Missing this is not the end of the world. It could be worse. Much worse. I'm alive. That's one thing for sure. I'm definitely glad for that.
And you know what? Tomorrow is going to be perfect. No matter what.
