I wish I could scream at Livi to just back off. Stop it. Don't talk to Eleanor. Don't even look at her. But I can't do that because she's not really doing anything wrong. I'm the one who stole her soulmate and she's just trying to get them back. It's hard to let go. I know I'm being mean. But can you blame me? It's always been put everyone else first, do everything you can even when you get nothing in return, even when you're only met with the opposite of what you want, and never let anyone see how much it all hurts. Why can't Livi just have a different soulmate. I know Eleanor says she loves me. Only me. Relationships are stressful, worrying that you're too much and not enough at the same time but Livi makes it ten times worse. Because I still feel insecure about us because of her. So yeah. I wish she would just stop. Stop trying to flirt with her, to see her, to talk to her. And I wish Eleanor would stop letting her do those things too. But I can't really just tell her to stop talking to Livi. She says Livi is her best friend. But Livi wants to be way more than just friends. How many times can you let yourself get rejected by the same person before you finally give up?
