Not going to lie, it's not that I'm procrastinating with not writing. I'm starting to sway in the Fam. I still love the guys and I still love the Family, but I was swaying.
I don't know how but I got on that side of YouTube (not that side) and saw this video of Cal and my heart tore, and I remember why I love them so much. For many people it's many reasons, for me it's the pain.
Now I don't want to be all sad or depressing but it's the truth that I might never meet the guys. Have a conversation with them. They may not ever know my name. Thats what is keeping me here.
Everything in my life flipped over and I tried holding on to the guys but they drifted too.
Now I can come back to them and feel at home base. It sounds like I'm using them but I'm not. I don't even know where I'm going with this anymore.
I'll tell you one thing though. I will try and post more regularly. Thanks for the ones who read this.
I love you! Bye!
YOU ARE READING
Dream c.h
FanfictionDream, Something you want, you wish for it, you need it. With the depressing state of mine I am in people try and get me to say what I would change about my life. Anything. I would always respond "Nothing," because I didn't know what I would change...
