Failed • l.d

20.

"This is our room." Xavier told me as he held open the door to his dorm.

I looked around and saw it was much cleaner than I thought it would be. I was very surprised at how clean it was mostly because two teenage boys don't usually have clean rooms.

"This is my side of the room," Xavier said as he put my bags on the bed. "The other two side are my roommates."

"You have three roommates?" I asked surprised. "Aren't dorms supposed to have two people in each room?"

Xavier laughed at me. "Yeah, I was pretty surprised to when I got here."

I looked around my brother side and saw my brother had a family picture of us all at his graduation.

I smiled at the picture. That was before me and Lucas started dating. Right now I wish I can go back to those days...

My brother must of noticed me thinking off in my thoughts.

"Kim? Let's go get some yogurt." He said.

I nodded. "Wouldn't your roommates wanna come along?" I asked.

"Logan is in class and Jose is away." Xavier said.
I nodded and followed my brother out to campus.

"So how's everyone at home?" Xavier asked me as we walked out the doors leading us outside.

"Liam's fine, he seems to enjoy his new job." I smiled. "Leah fine, I'm actually in her sixth period along with Marcus, Christian, Qin, Stefani, Karen, Liset, and you know the other twin..." I didn't look up at Xavier he just stared at me.

"Does it really hurt that bad?" He asked. "You can't even say his name..."

I closed my eyes and looked back to my brother. "Xavier, it feels like someone just ripped my heart out and stepped on it a thousand times." I choked out. Ugh, way to go Kim on being a the baby. My brother hugged me. I tried really hard not to cry but that didn't work out for a split second.

~*~*~*

"Hey Logan!" Xavier said as we walked in the dorm.

I saw Logan laying in his bed with a book in his hand. "Hey Xavier." He looked over at me and smiled.

"Oh, this is my sister Kimberly, she's spending the weekend here. You cool with that?"

Logan shrugged. "Yeah man,she can sleep on Jose beds since he's gone for the weekend."

"Alright cool, Kim." My brother turned to me. "I'm gonna take a shower, so I'll be back soon." I nodded. "You have Logan who can keep you company."

Logan smiled at me. "Hello, I'm Logan."

I smiled. "Hi..."

"So you're Xavier younger sister?" He asked a bit to interested.

"Yeah." I said.

"Don't mind me asking,but I know your just not visiting. You're getting away from something." Well he must be a mind a reader or I just really look like crap right now.

"Is it that obvious?" I asked hurt.

He nodded. "Well, I'm studying psychology, so I'm good at reading people. What happened?"

That's when my dumbass self actually opened up a random person who I just met that day... How stupid of right?

"Fuck that dude! He's missing out. You need to do you Gucci?"

"You hang out with my brother way to much." I laughed at him for actually using the words my brother would use.

"I know, he's turning me into him." He sat up. "But honestly I think you should just give it time."