8Turn OneShots & Headcannons

I'm Here

A/N
I struggle a lot with anxiety and it honestly sucks but writing often has helped me calm down a lot in the past. So brief tw!! this does mention a panic attack if that could trigger you in anyway i don't suggest reading this! okay on with the story

Myungho was just getting off of work when he felt his phone ringing in his pocket. The song "Cupid" by fifty fifty playing out loudly making him smile. Y/N had set that song so he specifically knew it was her calling, of course the other members teased him when they heard the song playing but he only shook his head and smiled.

"Hey sweetheart! I was just on my way home, what's going on?" he said. There was a pause, he could only hear the shakey breathing coming from the other end and soft whimpers. "Myungho , I'm sorry- I- just I can't breathe and I don't know what to do-" Y/N caught herself off with a gasp, as if the air refused to enter her lungs.

Myungho picked his pace up and gripped his phone. "It's okay, thank you for calling me. Please stay on the phone and I'll be home in no time okay honey? Just keep trying to take deep breathes for me" He said trying to calm his lover over the phone. He never thought being two blocks away felt like a mile.

"Myungho- I can't it's too hard" Y/N said from the other end placing a hand on her chest trying to calm her breathing. Suddenly, Myungho had hung up. Another sob ripped through her throat, as the front door to their small shared apartment flew open. Myungho dropped everything to the floor and raced to girlfriend to sat crumpled on the floor of the kitchen.

Dropping himself next to her, he scooped her up placing the small girl in his lap. He held Y/N's head to his chest and hugged her tightly. "Tell me what you hear, baby" he said keeping pressure on the side of her head. "I-um your heartbeat I hear that" she mumbled gripping his shirt slightly.

Myungho nodded and continued with question. "What can you touch right now?" he said trying to slow his own shakey breathes to help Y/N slow her own breathing. "Your shirt and the- tile" she said finally regaining somewhat of a normal breathing pattern. "You're doing really good, is this helping?" he ask loosing his grip on her trembling body slightly. He only felt a small nod, but that was the only confirmation he needed.

They both sat in silence for awhile, taking deep breathes. Y/N finally grabbing his hand from her head and holding it in her lap softly. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you" she said lifting her head from his chest. Myungho smiled, pulling his hand away and smoothening down her hair before holding her cheeks.

"You should never feel sorry for asking for help. I'm thankful you called me, I'm always here for you okay?" he said kissing her forehead. Y/N sniffed and wiped her red swollen eyes. "I love you, Myung" she said looking him in the eyes. They both smiled, "I love you too gorgeous" he said pressing a small kiss to her salty lips.