The next day.
I woke up at 10:30am. I stumbled out of bed, put my dressing gown on and walked downstairs. I saw Mum sat in the living room with a cup of tea and the laptop.
"Morning" I announced
"Morning" She mumbled.
"You OK Mum?" I asked her.
"Yeah marvellous" She replied sarcastically.
"OK" I answered, before walking off to the kitchen.
"Tula?" She called.
"Yeah?" I responded, emerging from the kitchen.
"I went to put your hair dryer in your drawer and I found this" She told me, shoving the cocaine in my hand.
"I was gonna tell you!" I protested.
"No you weren't, Tula! Not unless you were forced to" She snapped.
"I was, Mum, I swear!" I added.
"Don't lie to me! How long have you been doing this for?!" She demanded.
"Months" I admitted.
"Is that why you wouldn't go to school?" She asked me.
"Yeah. I had to tell the headteacher and I feared of being bullied" I admitted.
"You still should have come to me" She told me.
"I was scared Mum" I sniffed.
"Oh Tula" She cried.
"I was gonna tell you, honestly I was" I mumbled, in between small sobs.
A few hours later.
Me and Mum had sat and talked about things and she agreed to support me. I told her about the pregnancy and me getting rid of it. I didn't tell her about nicking Richard's phone though. He'd got it back so she didn't need to know about that one. I was out in the park and I saw the drug dealer I always used.
??: "Alright T, want some gear?" He asked me.
"Yeah go on then" I told him.
I shoved a tenner in his hand and he gave me some and walked off again. I know I'd said to people around me I was gonna try and stop but I just couldn't. I saw Danny in the park, with his girlfriend. He left her sat on a bench and wandered over to me. I quickly shoved the drugs in my pocket. He came and sat next to me.
"Alright T?" He smiled.
"Yeah you?" I replied.
"Yeah, you wanna come and sit with me and Ruby?" He asked me.
"Nah I'm good, I'm gonna get going anyway" I told him.
"Alright, well some other time maybe?" He suggested.
"Yeah maybe, look I need to go, I'll see you soon" I added.
Danny text me a few hours later, when I was back at home. I sighed and unlocked my phone.
From Danny:
Are you OK T? You seemed a bit out of it in the park? You've not been taking drugs again have you? x
To Danny:
Yeah I'm fine and no I haven't
From Danny:
OK well, if you want to talk, you know where I am. I need to go anyway cos I'm with Ruby now but if you need me, give me a shout yeah? x
To Danny:
Yeah I will do
I locked my phone and pulled the twenty pound note out from under the bed. I was just about to take the drugs when I pushed them away. I realised that I have to stop. If I don't, I will die. Do I really want that at sixteen years old? I threw everything in the bin and went onto Facebook for a bit. I saw Richard online, as I'd forgotten to delete him.
"Rich?" I typed.
"Get lost you lying, thieving little druggie" He replied.
"Look please, I'm sorry"I typed back.
"I don't care Tula, I don't want to hear it" He answered, before logging off.
I sighed and turned the laptop off. I decided to try and go to sleep for a while, if I could even get to sleep, that is.
Half an hour later.
I couldn't sleep, so I sat up, went through my drawers and saw the cocaine in there from the other day that I hadn't taken when I didn't want it. This time I took it and boy did I feel amazing after it. I decided to go out for a walk and because I wasn't looking where I was going when I crossed the road, I went straight into the path of a speeding car, knocking me unconscious straight away....
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N-Dubz - The Young Days
FanfictionThis is the lives of Tulisa, Dappy and Fazer - but in the days before all their fame and glory. (The names Tula, Costas and Richard will be used in the story as these are the names that were most likely used when Tulisa, Dappy and Fazer were actuall...
