N-Dubz - The Young Days

Chapter 27 - A blast from the past. (part 1)

I got a phone call whilst Danny was out with Daisy. It was an unknown number, I didn't usually answer unknown numbers and I wished I hadn't now.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Alright Tula?" He replied.

"What do you want?" I asked him.

"To see you." He responded.

"I've got Danny and Daisy now" I told him.

"Doesn't stop you seeing me though does it?" He snapped at me.

"Which part of no do you not understand?" I questioned.

"I need to see you" He pressured.

"Yeah and I'm with Danny" I replied.

"Well, are you with him right now?" He questioned.

"Well,  no but.." I began.

"Well you aren't with him now then are you?" He sneered.

"No" I answered.

"Are you gonna come or not?" He asked me.

"No" I told him.

"Well, either you come to me or I come to you" He threatened.

"No you can't" I added.

"Why not?" He quizzed me.

"Because you just can't alright?" I cried.

"Why? Worried I'm gonna blow your little secret, eh?" He taunted.

"No." I spoke.

"Right well, like I said, either you come here or I go there" He repeated.

"I'll come to you. Wait twenty minutes" I told him.

"Finally! She sees sense!" He replied, sarcastically.

"This isn't because I want to see you. It's because I have no choice in the matter!" I warned him.

"You're still coming though aren't you sexy? Or at least you will be in an hour." He taunted me.

"Don't call me that. I won't be "coming" anywhere if you fucking carry on." I snapped down the phone.

"Why it's true and shut up and get your arse to mine you daft slag" He laughed slightly.

"Are you gonna fuck off so I can set off or not?" I shouted at him.

"Don't swear at me, otherwise what I'm planning for you will be 1,000x worse!" He warned me.

"Yeah yeah, whatever" I rolled my eyes, before hanging up the phone.

I went to see the lad, who only had one thing on his mind: sex. I hadn't given him my consent to have sex with me but he decided to do it anyway. Afterwards he issued me a warning. 

"Do as I say next time and that won't happen again! Have you seen what happens when you make things worse for yourself eh? You're nothing but a cheap, dirty little scrubber. Get dressed and get out. Oh and when I want you for sex, I'll have you. Understand? You don't get to tell me when I see you. That's the other way round. I'll tell you something, as long as you're still alive, I'm gonna make your life a complete and utter misery!" He threatened me.

"Y-y-yeah" I stammered, before picking my clothes up from the floor.

"Good! Now like I said, get dressed and get out. I'll see you next week. You argue or struggle and you'll get it again what I've just done to you, OK?" He replied, menacingly.

I got dressed, made my way home and cried myself to sleep. Danny and Daisy were home about an hour later, and I'd woken up. I was still in bed but with my back to Danny. He got Daisy changed and fed and came to lie down in bed next to me.

"T?" He whispered as he touched my back.

I flinched and jumped out of bed. I locked myself in the bathroom for ages out of the way, so Danny couldn't see me. He sat outside the bathroom door for about an hour, all the time him trying to get me to let him in. How on earth was I supposed to tell him, I'd been forced into sex I didn't want? More importantly, how the hell was I supposed to tell him who's done this to me?

"T? Talk to me?" Danny asked.

I layed on the floor and cried my eyes out. I'm pretty sure he could hear me but I didn't care. I just wanted to be left alone so I could deal with this myself. Once I've dealt with this myself I'll talk to Danny about it, but until then, I need to be left alone.

"T?" Danny called out.

"Danny, just leave me alone!" I sobbed.

"Just talk to me please?" He begged me.

"Just leave me alone please" I told him.

He spent a while trying to get me to talk to him and in the end, he left me alone. I can't believe this has happened. I need to tell someone to stop it happening again, but I just can't face it yet....