"It's what for fuck sake just tell me!" I snapped at him.
"You're pregnant T" Richard told me.
"For fuck sake!" I shouted.
"It's alright, I'll help you" He vowed.
"I can't expect you to help me bring up a baby that's not even yours" I admitted.
"I'll help you" He repeated.
"No, I'm getting rid of it" I answered.
"You don't believe in abortions T" He replied, puzzled.
"Yeah well this time, I'll have to! I am NOT gonna be a sixteen year old single mother!" I shouted at him.
I walked out of the house and back to my house. I made an appointment to see someone for an abortion. I also needed to be checked out for infections. They had an appointment for tomorrow, which I took.
The next day.
I woke up early as my appointment was at 10:30am. I just wanted this over and done with. At 10:00am, I set off for the clinic. I got there at 10:20am and booked myself in. I was called in at 10:35am. About an hour later, I'd been checked out and I had no infections or anything, luckily. I'd also been talked through the abortion procedure. I was told I had to take two abortion pills, one today and one in two days time, as my pregnancy wasn't very far in. The first one I had to take was called, Mifepristone, which blocks the hormone that makes the lining of the womb suitable for the fertilised egg. I was told to go back in a couple of days for the second one. I was told that I may suffer mild cramps and bleeding and I was allowed home not long afterwards.
Two days later.
I went back to the clinic for the second medicine, Prostaglandin. This means that my womb lining will break down and be lost, along with the embryo, through bleeding from my vagina. I was told this part of the abortion would be painful but that I can take painkillers to ease the pain. I'd suffered a few cramps after the first pill, but I was told that was normal in some cases. I was allowed home about an hour later, as the nurses needed to be sure I was OK. I couldn't believe I'd done that but I really had no choice. I couldn't be a sixteen year old single Mother. I knew Richard would go mad but hopefully he'd understand why I had to do it. I pulled out my phone and texted him.
To Rich:
I've had the abortion.
I got a reply a few minutes later after I sent the text. As I suspected, he wasn't happy but this was neither his body or his baby.
From Rich:
T, I said you didn't have to. I would have helped you bring the baby up, you know I would x
To Rich:
I couldn't ask you to give up your life to help some stupid teenager bring up a baby that wasn't even yours.
From Rich:
It was your decision I suppose but I would have been there for you x
To Rich:
I know :)
From Rich:
You gonna sort things out with Costas? x
To Rich:
Nah not unless he comes to me first. If he wants to play the sulky kid that's his problem. I've got enough on my plate right now and I don't need him adding to my stress :/
From Rich:
Do you want to come round to mine? x
To Rich:
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N-Dubz - The Young Days
FanfictionThis is the lives of Tulisa, Dappy and Fazer - but in the days before all their fame and glory. (The names Tula, Costas and Richard will be used in the story as these are the names that were most likely used when Tulisa, Dappy and Fazer were actuall...
