How To Hate

Rekindle

2 years later

After getting dressed , doing my makeup and hair; I grabbed my keys and left. Maine and Chelle are getting married in a few days so they were having a dinner with close family and friends.

I was so not ready to see Wayne. Him and Maine are close so I knew he'd be there.

Once I arrived, I sighed then walked in. I was escorted to the table and greeted everyone.

My seat was right beside Wayne's . Why would they sit me by him.

I looked at the menu trying to decide what I wanted to eat when I felt a nudge.

"What"? I questioned not even looking over.

"I missed you" Wayne lowly said.

"Mhm" I said back.

"We need to talk"

"No we don't"

"We do and we will. You know I'll make you"

"Ok we'll see about that" I said. Like who does he think he is?

"Grow up Brittney. Damn" he said.

"You should be taking your own advice Dwayne"

"I'm not the one being childish right now. Like the fuck is your problem? You blocked me remember"?

"Yeah cause you know what you did to me"

"We'll finish this later" he said.

"We won't. Just let it go" I said.

He shook his head.

I ordered my food and drink while conversing with others at the table.

About an hour later, we started making toasts to the future groom and bride.

Once the dinner was over, Chelle let me know that I'll be walking down the aisle with Wayne and what time rehearsal was. I rolled my eyes and almost cursed her out but I'm going to respect her wishes because it's her day. I don't know why they keep putting me with him. They be doing shit on purpose.

I quickly walked out to my car because I knew Wayne wanted to talk to me but he was already waiting. I sighed.

"Move so I can leave"

"Not until you talk to me" he said.

"Wayneeee come onnnnn. I'm ready to take these heels off. My feet hurt" I whined.

"I don't care Brittney"

"Fine. Talk" I said giving in.

"Can you unlock the doors so we can get inside"?

I unlocked the doors and we both got in.

"I'm sorry for hurting you. I know I say that a lot but I really am. Nivea got pregnant when we weren't even together. I didn't find out about her pregnancy until me and you got back on good terms and I didn't want to ruin that. A month before I proposed to you, I broke it off with her and haven't been with her at all. You was already going through enough with your dad too plus you losing the baby. The Shanell shit, just happened. She knew about you and I told her to stop multiple times but it just happened. She wouldn't give up. I'm not saying that makes it any better cause it don't. I'm just being honest. After you lost the baby, I wanted to make it work so bad Then you got back with Lo. I tried calling and texting you everyday for about 5 months but you had me blocked. I even called you private a bunch of times but you still wasn't answering. I showed up at your house twice but I guess you wasn't there or you just ignored me. I love you so much and I still do. I know you don't want to hear none of this shit but I couldn't hold it in anymore. Yes I had another kid since Nivea but their moms don't mean anything to me. I was just fucking them trying to forget about you. If you were to give me another chance, we can take it as slow as you want. I can take you everywhere with me so you'll know I'm serious. I just want to show you off and marry you . I want you to have my kids. I want to be your butter again and you know I hated that shit. "