Sebastian's POV
After the events with Ominis in the Great Hall I almost gave up on Y/N, it was clear she wanted nothing to do with me. As heart breaking as that was for me, I just wanted her to be happy. I really tried to stop, but I just couldn't. I didn't know if it was just how much I loved her or her words that day in the Undercroft.
"Fuck you, Sebastian." I winced as I heard her yelling from my hiding spot in the shadows. "Fuck you for crucio'ing me. Fuck you for using me. Fuck you for leaving me." She paused for a minute, I could hear her tears splatting against the hard floor. "Fuck you for making me stupid enough to somehow love you, even still." I could hear more tears fall. "Just fuck you."
My heart hurt at the memory. I had so much regret for how I treated her last year.
"Sebastian?" Adelaide Oakes called out. "Helloooooo?" She snapped in front of my face, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"Sorry. What?" I shook my head trying to focus on the present.
"Are you excited for the party tonight? Who are you going with?" She asked, blinking weirdly at me a few times
"I'm not going with anyone," I shrugged.
"Would you like to go with me?" She blinked weird again.
"Why are you blinking like that?" I bent down to see if she maybe had something in her eye.
"Oh, I.." She began, blushing slightly. "Will you go to the party with me?"
I stood up straight. "I won't go with you. But if you're there, feel free to find me." I started to walk away. I wanted Y/N to see that I was growing up and not snogging every girl I see. Maybe that would help bring us back together.
"Oh, um, alright." Adelaide called after me. I barely heard her. I was too excited to see Y/N tonight.
I stood naked in my bathroom as I waited for the water to warm up, combing my hands through my hair. All I could think about was how good Y/N would look tonight, she always dressed up for our parties. I could hardly contain my excitement.
As I got into the shower the thoughts started to consume me and I found it hard to stay focused on cleaning myself. I remembered the last party of fifth year, she wore a skin tight dark green dress.
The way it hugged her curves perfectly drove me mad, even then, but especially now.
I shook my head, trying to get the thought out of my brain as I began washing my body. I really tried, but every time I blinked I saw her and every time I opened my eyes I missed her.
"Fuck, Y/N." I whispered, keeping my eyes closed. I found my hand straying from washing. The power she held over me was overwhelming. I wanted her so bad.
I tilted my head back, water hitting my chest, as I imagined what I would do to her if I ever had to chance. My hand now on my erection, stroking quickly at the idea.
It was embarrassing how fast I was able to finish at just the thought of her.
I finished cleaning myself and shut the water off, grabbing a towel and drying myself off. I wrapped it around my waist and left the bathroom to find clothes for tonight.
I looked in the mirror as I buttoned my white shirt up, leaving the top two undone. I paired it with grey slacks and black dress shoes. It was simple, but something about the grey just felt right. I styled my hair, leaving it fairly messy because I thought it would make my outfit more casual, and then I headed down to the common room.
I made my way through the crowd to the drink table, grabbing a cup and filling it before I made my way to the fireplace. It was still fairly early, so I knew Y/N wouldn't be here yet, and I wanted the perfect view of when she arrived.
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He'll Regret It | Sebastian Sallow x Ominis Gaunt x Female MC
Любовные романыAfter you told Sebastian you wouldn't unleash the magic in the repository he decided you had outlived your usefulness. You haven't heard from him since that day and since you were exhausted from his endless games, he hadn't heard from you either. Yo...
